Don't Worry Be Happy..

बन्द कमरे मे लेटा था मै बिल्कुल तन्हा अकेला,

छाई हुई थी उदासी उमड रहा था दिल मे यादो का मेला,

क्या करू क्या न करू ऊठू बैठू या फिर कोई चिन्ता ही पाल लू,

इसी कशमकश मे था..कि भीतर से एक डर ने कहा ले सभाल तू,

सभाले इस डर को निकला मै बाहर.. सहमा सहमा सा,

अपनी खामौशी को खुद ही सामे खुद ही बना गहमा गहमा सा,

पर बस सिफॅ अपने लिए..अपनी ही खामोशी सुनने के लिए,

अपनी ही तन्हाई से लडते हुए उससे गले मिलने के लिए,

ऐसे ही चलते चलते..सुना दूर बज रहा जो गाना होता है,

जब भी ये दिल उदास होता है.. जाने कौन आस पास होता है,

अईयो..भागा मै वापस.. हाथ धोये साबुन से.. सैनेटाईज किये,

चेहरे पर हसी ओढी.. लगाया ये गाना.. अपने लिये जिये तो क्या जिये....     🙂🙂🙂🌅☀️🙂🙂🙂

Darkest Hours..

In life whenever everywhere sets in the deadly 😈 darkest hour,

when minutes seem endless.. spreading from steep & dark tower,

when Satan begins to believe that he won't let humanity exist,

when life goes on tailspin when emptiness is all that persist,

Precisely At this darkest hour Up in horizon rises a shimmering light,

Of 🌞.. Piercing through the darkest hours showing world its Might,

From that very moment a kind of triumps begin against the deadly beast,

by entire human race across the nations neither at last nor the least..

Ego..

while thinking about ego & asking ego is what, why & how,

I at first stopped at me to know about my reacts then & now,

I found I had an inbuilt ego that didn't leave a space,

to opinions of other.. but my problem was of me only in this case,

since as egoist I felt I was superior to all but then I asked..how,

I got no justifiable answer..within & I said to me..What now,

should I go on like this..should I feed more to my inflated ego,

should I keep toying with own theories as if creating own tumbling Legos,

I answered all these within to my self & then moved on in life,

to stay with my realities & being adjusting to overcome all strifes,

can say now in real I am not egoist yet did put me at egoists angle,

to know what seeps in mind of any to sing all times own preamble,

no one gives damn about this.. admitting such isn't easy though,

and none couldn't & can't make them to admit their egoist blows,

these shall remain such come what may & what may come,

egoism perhaps is unsatiated addiction which grows from its stem,

to such monstrous levels where things get engulfed behind dark veils,

all seem rosy inside but out there in real world uneasy calm prevails,

all wanting to avoid arguments bitterness & unpleasant commotions,

call these what else.. but think is there still a room for these calm emotions..

              Nevertheless..🙏

Title..

On the day when I was about to get my Title.. I found,

I had passed away few days ago & I fell in grief profound,

May be the first person in entire world to be in profound grief,

upon own demise.. Ha ha ha ha & later I covered me with a leaf,

As I probably was in hell 😃 & as fresh soul was completely naked,

perhaps was getting washed before getting carried to new rake,

Paap Dhul Rahe Thay Mere Shayad..😁

And later I found.. Here i was TITLED AS MR SO(U)LO,

to be pushed into some new body.. may be to reborn again in Apollo..

Ha ha ha ha ha... Holi Hai😃😃😃🙏..

Better

On talking to some.. Some days ago.. that some said "I am better",

"Awesome" said I how can't you be.. but in life do you really matter,

for many you don't..

but then to me you do matter but still..

your life your obstinate ways & your profound beliefs,

your addictions your likings your tries to get mental reliefs,

anyway about time..

all know is great leveller & against all odds is the only even,

because time is always right hence is upright at any given,

moment &..

that's time impartial, perfect & constantly in search of better,

anyway that's search of TIME & in time all get to know WHO matter,

well then the voice of that some.. I am better.. did stayed in ears,

mind though differed with it & said.. Howwww.. I am unclear,

well I said you are mind hence u think from your mindful head,

and I am all but HEART💓 not broken💔.. and still holds a thread,

unto my heart to remain FIRM in control..to remain sane,

to remain hearty.. to remain BETTER & YET AGAIN..

Mirage..

Deeply desired is someone..One kept saying n kept running after,

At times behaving foolishly n becoming matter of many' laughter,

A mirage got developed in one's mind n at drop of hint got ready to bare,

Body Mind n literally all even to that  someone's cold glare,

Not interested is never seen by one addited to running after mirage,

But Mirage is what... Mirage is mrig trishna unsatiated desires for barrage...