for n to a wonderful human..

..entire words of me are for one wondeful human who i believe lives in world full of comforts,
i do not yet i dont envy but i do rejoice over the fact.. you are a friend naa.. accept disregard your bet,

i am not going to put any doubt or any disbelief.. i know good friends yeah good friends are hard to meet,
met unmet thats another argument.. bt still be clear i understand the difference in your world n my treats,

i mean my world.. i do not like to invite you or request you to come into my world n do all the hard thing i do,
my fate.. you are not to questioned.. since its my fate.. none else.. n i live it through without complains through n through,


you know what exactly being a friend means to me.. you live in your pristine n i in mine n thats fine,
i like the blush on your face.. your glow n radiance.. means friends are friends.. you live better.. n i just mine,  

Yeah I live mine but then when in retrospect find a lot many simmering with what, 

I know.. But then I always wanted to ask.. Why.. WHY.. When did I be an abrupt, 

In your desires.. What else.. Only thing I still have not learnt the art tobe mean, 

And cunning.. I haven't learnt.. How to make fortune from others efforts.. I stay lean, 

In my thoughts n ways.. And I live the life of my own in my own ways, 

Yes I too tend to accumulate a lot of disappointments.. But I make a way, 

To let these frustrations yeah to let these flow out from my pleasant brain, 

I had not I have not n I will never let these blow over any other head.. To inflict a pain.. 

. . . . . . .  I know no such way. . . Thanks. .  

                 

..once..

once upon the time.. as always for years.. one young couple used to go on long drives in night,
in a car.. briskly lit.. equipped with romantic dolby music.. some thing to drink.. kept in right,

the young couple had the jest or rather awesome preference for the glowing n fit body n the shape,
to enjoy the rides in the sides.. in the stilled car.. while the erotic music kept playing.. both did ape,

each other.. any way.. that again was the night and on the sky the full moon spread ed the white glow,
it was midnight.. suddenly he zoomed up the paddle.. speeding up the car.. music blasted out in full flow,

surprised was she.. toned down the volume.. enquired.. what happened.. have you seen some kutil chuddail,
how can i see any other.. when you are here.. blinked eye.. stopped the car.. its our night.. lets sail,

yeah honey.. said she to he.. its our night as always but whats new in this night.. hey.. why beneath awsome height,
for you sweet heart to explore n reveal.. nothing particular.. i as always am dazzled by your expletive sight,

i have sex in mind n have the intents to get let loose on the back seat.. stripping you down to last thread,
said she.. i have even more vigorous intents.. on your front.. on the front.. from the front.. making me spread,

all over you.. shutting your mouth with my lips.. pushing you down to go nuts.. n then making you crazy,
to speed up the process.. can you match.. for the night i am your valentine.. lets sail.. n explore.. make me lazy.....

many a times..

many a times when it seems there is an abrupt end and there seems to be the complete halt,
some thing occurs with in.. pumps up.. and over hauls the depression.. caused from rubbing salt,

upon the self esteemed that seemed tobe bruised by the deadly words or the intended motives of few,
but for how long.. can never be.. can never allow.. said these.. the depression to sneak in.. nothing new,

aging process is natural.. being able to acknowledge the fact is graceful.. yet many a times scars do happen,
i always say let go.. and then sheds off the intended remarks.. natural process gonna happen.. thus reckon,

with the aging process n keeping grey shining n enjoying n letting know yeah yaar am getting old,
so what.. cant bring the 60's or 70's back.. but can persist with those times listening to some voices of gold,

that remain forever n letting allow the abject sadness of a while to wipe out.. bringing in the calm,
i know i m not gonna live forever.. has to die one day.. till then enjoying n rubbing salt off with my palm...

                       many a times.. things happen.. :)