..the things i know..

..the things in life i know are simply those that i do not know.. how to do,
to make one cry.. to tarnish one's reputation by spreading false words.. and being untrue,

the things in life i know are simply those that i do not know.. what to say,
about these false puppets.. who dance on the toes of others fingers.. do not pay,

any attention to the voices.. please please.. no more hurts.. you know it hurts,
but no.. some never shies away and offs.. maybe an ego is swollen hence purports,

to be sensible.. and sensitive.. but to what.. i know.. but then again the things i do not know,
how to do.. what to say.. how to act.. who to see.. when the matters come.. for being untrue,

can not be.. i am sorry.. and when i say the fact yet again in clear and bold black letters,
i guess its simple submission naa.. you not like.. stay off then..at your space of all matters,

worthy or unworthy i do not know.. not even want to know.. since the things i know are simply these,
living the life of own with own nature is perfectly ok with me.. i know i have no attitude to appease,

anyway.. the year is about to end and in few days time.. the ushering upon shall be something new,
in each ways and means.. maybe the most authentic s.. surge upon to fulfill aspirations by being true,

or practically true.. or seasonal true.. or simply professionally true.. and take up one caluculative computer,
or with the one they have.. come up with many significant decisions..for each and every commuter,

who is in journey of life.. in any way.. i instinctively feel.. some good words are about to begin from somewhere,
to each and for each.. hope.. pray.. faith.. in principle.. smiles are about to begin.. someone somewhere is honestly fine and fair...


 

..eyes..

eyes.. these see.. fair.. unfair.. good and bad.. visible and invisible.. eyes just see,
then what does happen to any.. who pretends to have seen nothing.. justifies with all pleas,

of him or her being fair.. and nothing makes them feel.. that atrocities consistently they have been throwing,
deliberately and knowingly.. with the purpose.. of causing pains.. insensitivity i call.. they ceased growing,

with the attentive and sensible maturity.. that i guess is the most common among all those who can see,
the beauty and the beast.. the best and the worst.. the highs and the lows.. the fair and the unfair spree,

eyes have one grace.. eyes do blink.. eyes do shrink.. eyes do have brows.. eyes are just splendid,
eyes show emotions.. eyes show pains.. eyes express laughter.. eyes genuinely glow with glorious eye lids,

eyes are wide.. eyes are moist.. eyes are intense.. eyes are black.. brown or the mesmerizing blue,  
eyes say it all.. without even a world been spoken... you know.. while in love.. eyes just leave no clue,

to any who does not want to see.. the eyes filled with love.. moist.. emotional.. and full of tears ready to roll,
down on the cheeks... why.. coz some ignored the one who loves intensely... and instead ensues a brawl,

by being deliberate blind.. who does not want to hear any other thing except what he or she wants to hear,
eyes express all these.. but for how long.. not much i guess.. alright the one with emotions quits.. without fear,

or without having any more fear.. says thru eyes.. alright.. your will.. and leaving.. but please after i quit.. let me live,
i have eyes that express all emotions.. that sees everything.. hence please.... having all that you gave.. given.. or still give..
  

                                     do you................??????????

 
 


 

32 years ago..

32 years ago in 1982 when i was of age 21 and had been one young in prime,
and each thing i did and each sport i played in playing court.. but played fair and in open.. not a crime,

simple human with simple roots.. simple town boy.. ah! simply in love.. of course in those days,
not had encouragement and resources (racquets and shuttles) but played with old wooden racquet just not to be an astray,

who shall be jealous within all the times.. like those burnings inside much like some jibby,
rather.. i enjoyed the sweats on wintry nights at playing courts.. much as human and not as one stooge,

who never enjoys own work.. and the games to be played are expensive.. and in those formative years depend upon those who care and like to see excel,
lots of patience and sacrifice is made to bring up a champion.. then are there any to adore those mentors.. and none is propelled,

or forced to form a view abt all these adoring a few.. who did have their own simple dream,
thus provided each and every resource.. stayed..persisted..educated..travelled..hid pains.. calmed down own screams,

just to bring up one of the finest human being ever.. who shall be champion of each and every sort,
who later on as one parent should think..whether she or he shall extend that kind of support,

to one wanna be champion.. thou existing champion now is much more popular and richer,
but then what if.. in wannabe champion there is no clamour for new accessories and fitness regimes.. n instead becomes one treacher,

whose job... be burning.. be abusive.. be dictator.. to some or one.. then should look within to know own faults,
through knowing thyself.. responsive.. regressive.. revenging or what..bt still.. i living like.. good.. i believe.. not of freaky fraught.... 

..sometimes..

sometimes.. some people start believing that how much you say but it does nt matter,
whaat?? at those times i intend to ask.. if it does not.. then what does.. spell in bold letter,

then believers of "it does not matter".. begin behaving in the ways that are quite utopian,
or bizarre.. or too sloppy..too awkward to fathom..and they begin spreading adverse opinion,

about the good intents and good motives of all those who do say.. " yes it does matter",
and that's why we are filled with good motives and intents to provide the best and better,

goods and services and in attempts to do these.. have put people in charge who should,
do their best to put things in practice.. since it does matter.. what does not matter.. and what could,

well what does not matter.. is the obstinate arrogance that no matter how much you persuade,
but shall remain always such.. undoers.. since in us it hardly matters.. we are in our shades,

i then strongly believe its all about choosing the choices that are fickle and at the most greedy,
how much one persuade them to be better with intents and contents.. no use.. and from speedy,

these become dull and slow.. always with some sort of robust anger with in.. but then why,
no need to ask.. these shall say.. " it does not matter.." alright.. can any make them again the good guys,

means those good persons again who not so long ago..  used to say.. yeah in us it does matter,
hopefully the realization in them set in faster.. to make them again say.. yeah it does and look we have become better...

                                     

..what can..

a businessman is empty.. some one said.. some other said a business man is filled,
the difference here... a business is a live person.. while empty and filled are for objects.. thrilled,

said the one i am.. but what if a can is filled and the other is busy,
oh yeah.. other is busy in filling the can.. since he can do the task that is easy,

what??? can.. is his task to fill can.. but with what.. liquid pearls or the gold,
nahi.. diamonds.. stupid these are real gems meant to wear.. but cans filled with what not told,

pretty is who.. pretty is the one who is beautiful.. and pretty known is this imperfect fact,
and to know an ingenious fact is quite interesting.. well.. pretty is the holder of one graced tact,

or is with earned perfection.. to fly shuttles above in horizons.. accross the net to opponents courts,
some times smashing.. sometimes dropping.. some times making chiddi dance on nets.. yes yes are the retorts,

and then going by the sentiment in general.. if a thing is tobe known from any proud,
mother of one or like many such gemmys.. Daughters.. who does nt want to have this kind of daughter.. say no in loud,

none.. who so ever i believe.. since each adoring mom.. likes to see her daughter get flourish with such graced charm,
thus to each such cherishing combo.. namastey is my feeling.. that i let know and letting know.. i believe is no harm...

     

 

..refined..

..settings were being made.. with intents of being fair and impartial towards one and all,
refined said a few.. cultured call many others.. but one obtuse.. said be cruel and make all small,

thought nothing.. just be cruel.. intents i do not know.. but something from within was not that much fine,
in that one..thou cruelty is the crudest form of any human.. and being kind.. possible makes one refined,

and cultured.. of good caliber.. good credibility.. good senses.. good temperament and good connoisseur, 
who at least knows about all good things and tastes in life.. and is one good enough who is fair,

in temperament.. in likings.. with generous appreciating habits.. let me know whats wrong in one such,
or as follower of one or many such.. nothing i say.. but what if one all the times hold some this or that grouch,

theirs choice.. can not change.. anyways settings are being made.. somewhere with intents of being fair,
and impartial towards one and all.. refined and cultured finally have decided to be.. good connoisseur... 

..hence..

hence i do not know the reason but each and every sensible came and stayed for their own reasons,
to make or break.. to hate or love.. to discard or accept.. to cheat or have faith.. sensible shall let know in each season,

in nutshell.. if i think.. put  my thoughts and views.. but then i always know what i do and who i  am,
powerful.. no.. financially very very very nice.. no.. thousandth of times.. i again say me an individual who can,

do the things.. that are given.. since its all are part and parcel of the duty or the work that i had or have accepted,
normal way to live i believe.. each and every sensible live the same way i strongly believe in each views manifested,

let me know please any other way to live.. let me know how worse or good or better or the best is the forced living,
where none is allowed to speak.. to see.. to hear.. what the rulers do not like.. tell me where am i in wrong in believing,

that i belong to a society or a family or a friend etc etc.. who owing to some negative feelings since years,
have made me their personal target.. aray kya lay liya tumara .. jo loota toh aapnay lootha mera.. without fears,

but no.. insensitivity or  bigotism.. or the big egos.. or what ever or what else.. shall never make them think,
as humans..thou they think.. huh..huh.. tuh hai kya.. i say i am nothing.. hence may i get connected to a link...

                         ..............please..................

Obstinate...

some one somewhere is obstinate...difficult to understand and hard to know the eternal mute,
what exactly some one desires and wants i do not know.. since letting know in clear words does nt invoke any dispute,

or tarnish the image or repute that i strongly believe is earned by any by own efforts..perseverance and astonishing bliss,
that any gets always thru remaining blessed and comfortable in each way.. no way to get pissed,

in and through any situation.. while the morning these days are cool and fresh with aroma of fresh dew,
then is nt this obstinate.. difficult to understand... anyway some traits remain such.. these facts are old not new,

so whats new thts been happening these days in local and international areans,
hmmmn.. a person through its simplicity and simple words.. gets connected to billions communicate.. as one keen naa,

interacts and let know the entire world.. i here stand as one of you.. sharing combine concerns worries and desires,
and i am no fluke.. no forge.. or fake.. i intend to do things keeping within the doer passion and fire,

perhaps since years and decades native people all around are and were fed by fake lists of false promises,
shall do shall do.. shall meet shall meet.. etc etc..but perhaps not anymore.. somethings shall change to break false and rookish,

and to clean the rubbish that since years have been culminating in some ones mind,
kyon nahi aani chahiye ek fresh  fresh thinking.. an initiative taker.. obstinate.. why behind,

come up in open.. sense and feel the sun.. feel the pulse of change.. in some every where,
one highest and most powerful in nation means what he is saying.. know.. he knows losing repute is the dread-est nightmare,

so welcome obstinate.. welcome into the world of simples.. with simple beliefs,
ek ghar.. ek accha parivar.. ek acchi earning saving and assets.. and ek loving.. nt much i think..obstinate what ee(!)fs......

 

..lady or woman..

a lady or a woman or in simple words.. the one is known as one nice female,
with her own name... face.. home.. in her grace and glow prevails,

as does the health and wealth and all those beautiful narrations that any such gets by her male,
through the feelings.. desires.. etc etc.. all the steps that lead towards telling the female,

by her male... in his own styles.. cajoling sometimes.. sometimes inciting in her that wild desire,
and when the desire springs up.. the female takes the initiative.. douse these passions till i perspire,

or till my breath holds me out.. and if her male does not.. then let me know what shall happen at that time,
grace does not allow her to roam out as wild wanderer.. in stead she wets her head just tobe fine,

i believe for any lady or a woman this is the most disgraceful act occurred to her ever.. just because of male's diverting traits,
but still such is the grace that exist in one such.. she just does not do.. she curtails,

her desires and so often puts her man at ease.. may be to take her out from some psychological trauma,
so many of times she conveys.. i am.. but why did not her man understood.. i do not know.. this asymmetrical coma,

since her man tried escaping all the times.. living in inertia.. though she deliberately touched from up to that down,
what...What... Whaaat.. sharm hai kee nahi.. prost ho kya.. her man fumed.. throwing all nouns and pronouns,

sad and abrupt end to quite an enticing and desiring life...lady shuts her up in deep and agonizing tears,  
said when you showed the desires i loved you so much.. made you wet.. eased you out from all fears,

but now i fear.. agonizingly she rolls out some more tears.. until when.. not known.. but known she wipes these,
alright she braces up again.. as beautifully as she could and can.. Chocolates or condoms and then milk.. choose says she.. shall you please....

                                     @!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.......infinite.... 


 

..as matter of fact..

..actually as a matter of fact i am a man or a male and its the truth none can deny,
as it is with a lot many other men also.. are you or are not you.. let it be known.. dont be shy,

as a matter of fact then if the same is to be known about females.. then this is truth none can deny,
as this is with a lot many other women also.. are you or are not you.. let this be known.. dont be shy,

i genuinely believe in these simple truths.. much like the universal truth.. that planet earth is round,
sun never sets.. and earth revolves around.. water is wet.. air cant be seen.. and many more grounds,

over those surfaces the water always maintain its level how so ever furious may be flooding furies,
lion never eats grass.. cow does not eat mutton.. etc etc are the open truths in the world.. without any juries,

no one can deny these.. no one can challenge these under any law and in any court of the land,
trying saying earth is flat.. sun sets.. lion eats grass.. cow gets fed on mutton.. i guess literally each shall blow its band,

letting each know.. lies lies.. lies.. you labhu the liar.. dont let us make such kind of unknown fools,
that dharmraj also spoke truth and we do also.. but like him we never put our biwi on gambling tools,

aray..who we found and who we have with us is the one and the only one.. genuinely loving and true,
are not with those kinds of addictions to gambles.. any way.. we are practical and normal human.. have flues,

these days coz of love bugs.. excess ho gaya yaar.. hence in a mood to relax in cozy company this sunday,
maybe one more night to have pleasure and enjoy to the hilt.. any problems.. but should not we.. yes we may...

                                .........thanks for giving nods...:)

 

..pertaining to one..." Genuine"..

..what is more pertaining in life...One Genuinely happy or one one deliberately sad,
genuinely happy i shall say always.. One genuinely good or one deliberately bad,

Genuinely good i shall say always.. One genuinely sensible or one deliberately mad,
genuinely sensible i shall say always.. One genuinely expressive or one deliberately bragged,

Genuinely expressive i shall say always.. One genuinely systematic or one deliberately quarreling quad,
genuinely systematic i shall say always.. One deliberately sneezy snider or one genuinely glad,

genuinely glad i shall always.. and then as matter of nature when i firmly began to believe in these,
then deliberately some sycophants had entered some where.. to shackle the faith of me.. maybe to please,

the fake and fickle..anyway.. i tried to let to this know in my words.. and i know at that times these were outbursting,
still anyway.. fake and fakes succeeded in their motives.. i was thrown out.. and in search i found one pertaining trusting,

the real genuine.. whooofs i said.. how bigger the price i had paid for working on those highs days and nights,
where my passion did not matter.. all mattered was the false sense of  pride and prejudice.. and with false rights,

but maybe the splendid sense to have pleasure in those a fews may have had eloped or gone,
nevertheless.. thats how these kept and keep interfering so brazenly.. these known unknown knowns....

 
 
     

...Greedy's greed...

greed is what.. 
greed is about storing wealth as idle assets in one's trunks and else wheres,

where..
no one except him or her can see.. or find.. since its an unaccounted wealth lying there,

in vaults.. in cupboards.. in any form.. but all unproductive.. and that all happens owing to some greedys greed,
for whom.. stashing money is the only motive... the greedy shall never be able to tell.. why is there so much of need,

where the greedy thinks of none else.. even of his or her own kids.. and all other nears and dears,
bus hai paisa.. hai paisa.. aa jaye kahin sey bhi.. aray should any be so blood pressed up.. with no fears,

that he or she does not feel at all.. and all addiction is about seeing the stashed money the moment he or she gets up,
in the morning or else... just to see.. or just to make space for one more layer of what else.. to necks cups,

no one can understand the greed of greedy and no one can stop any such from stashing so much of money,
ironically all the stashed money shall never be used to enjoy or consume by him or her own.. and thts much funny,

or the most interesting fact known to each and every reasonable enjoyer of good health and wealth,
that earning money and spending money of course on own establishment's and family's growth is good stealth,

that is open to each who know them so nicely.. who know that in no ways these enjoyers are greedy,
all that is know about them.. is just simple.. that these are real rich.. who earn.. who spend.. i say..QED......


 

 

 

 

..better..

..alright a few good are on the ways Tobe better or rather they always were and are,
in attempt to know all these.. i came to know.. these all just are near by.. living in heart.. never so far,

i said better.. i say better.. i shall keep saying better.. oh.. the better where has your something special gone,
no no i am not talking about this or it.. you know i m nt rd.. what i intend to say.. the simple zing to enjoy here upon,

yaar its the festive time.. the one majestic festival.. of hopes and aspirations.. of enjoying as beings better enough,
alright.. to be bad is such an enticing trait kya.. if yes then be.. but then.. suffocation is what.. what is really tough,

tough is to be good.. suffocation s can be spread any coz to be bad is the easiest way to get attentions,
just thoda.. ya destroy.. ya zaroorat sey zyada tung kiya... what may have eloped from one self.. good tensions,

yes those tensions.. yeah those tensions.. that any gets when blood gets circulated to that particular part of the body,
to feel good enough.. to feel kind enough.. to feel better.. but maybe some are hell bent Tobe bad and shoddy,

and destructive and abusive.. and of extremely provocative... inflammatory minds,
whose work.. destroy.. divide.. abuse.. be bad enough to the fullest... may be to be better is for them a lose of all kinds..

                   ............ except the real profits that better always earn...

                                
  

..for once..

..yeah for once i thought i should go.. call.. see and try talking with a friend who misunderstood,
and i went.. i called.. unanswered.. i called again.. unanswered.. may be the ego of that just did or could,

do nothing except being at ease.. to feel.. oh how big i have become hence its not good to be a friend of one such,
ordinary.. though a survivor against many a odds.. well after a deep thought i said.. alright let go.. adore have no gruch,

or any sort of ill will.. thats life you know.. many a times things like these for once or for all the times happen,
in practical terms.. they did say.. cant you see we dont have the time.. fine.. yeah.. dont have some thing.. called the weapon,

or the emotions.. or those things or the memories.. that in being egoists you dont want to recall or nourish,
alright your choice.. i let go.. shall never call you again ever.. hum chotay admi hai.. may be i am a bit borish,

for once.. and for ever i came to certain conclusions that i am sure are good enough to remember in life,
be able to rise... be able to survive.. be able to be of some sort of value.. make own gussa a weapon to rise above.. to ease each strife...
 

... Triumph...

...triumph over the evil and evils.. the boastful high headed the one demon king.. Raaavan,
attained by the one.. the most specific and glorious.. Sri Ram.. saga sung by each and every one,

of triumphs.. of victory.. of tales.. of the specific and virtuous glory.. of the one.. strong and hard from inside,
Ram... Ram... Ram.. i utter in each phrase...  in each beginning.. in each word.. since i feel Ram is besides,

always always.. in heart.. in veins.. in breaths.. in blood.. in sweats.. in transitions.. in each work that i do,
kahan sampooran hoga mera kaam Ram kay bina.. never ever.. hai Ram ka saath toh kyon mein kissi bhi dukh say darro,

even in moments of comforts.. happiness.. and what else good that i may get in this life,
Ram kaa saath.. is the one.. the most precious.. the most comforting.. to ease out any kind of strife,

Said.. unsaid.. quotes.. unquotes.. done.. undones..  seen.. unseen.. heard.. unheard.. met and unmet,
thats what life had been to me.. of me.. and for me.. cud not snatch away.. the faith in one.. sublime sublet,

the precious or rather the most precious property or asset that i can and i could ever have,
true physical comforts i do not have many.. yet Ram.. Ram. shall always be my faith as strong as architrave.... 

.... You Are the One... Jai Maa..

you are the one.. you are the only one... the most beautiful.. serene.. majestic.. and complete,
you aura.. your triumphs over demons... your kinder ed glow your elegance and your fleet,


of believers.. in the systems.. that somehow work and never get diverted from the ways to achieve the mission,

 
to attain supremacy through skills and development sagas.. the ultimate tales that be sung by generations to come,
over the decades and centuries.. by each in comings.. that here in the country systems got initiated by one or some.. The Ones,

.. maybe you are the one or the ones.. one lateral army.. full of beliefs and peculiar agendas that are now on the anvil,
One Shakti Punj.. The Mother Divine be always blessful to all these..... let the Mother reside in eyes through pupils....


                                Jai Maa... Jai Maa...
 
 

.. dictionary of elements...

..of course as ever.. this time too.. am trying again to write some lines that ought tobe of some genuine elements,
but how.. and again.. how.. that streak to imagine should come into mind.. that will say.. oh.. to these i am pertinent,

alright.. the appropriate.. come in.. abhi khabar letay hai teri.. these i guess had in the minds of those surprising fews,
i anticipated the versatile things.. hence i went prepared.. mugging the dictionary of elements.. i said i am hindu not the jew,

no castesim.. no racial pluralities.. no differentiations being made here.. announced they.. on the basis of colors of skins,
or faiths on religions.. or any such thing.. any way.. tell us in simple words.. about you.. about your grins,

oh...not again... please do not ask these again.. there are stories of pains.. that i always hide behind these arced smiles,
else is here any real reason to smile for me.. nahi... hence i keep being positive positive always just to save me from exile,

to those weepy itty bitty.. spheres.. where the job from the morning.. mourn with sad breaths.. over actually nothings,
when actually these have so much of wealth.. never know when shall they begin to enjoy these lavishness of everything,

literally in these dictionary of elements.. from the word A.. to the alphabet.. Z.. each niceties they have in their life,
when to enjoy these ought to be their right.. but a few let it go.. kyon bhai udaas rehna aadat hai kya.. to be under strife,

all the times.. without any real reasons.. when the dictionary of life or rather of your life.. says.. live with the full,
flow and glow.. pulls and pushes.. zaroorat kya udhas honay kee without any reason.. among you or with you there is one special jewel...


                     ............. splash the special with your own special elements.. from A to Z...:) 

...story of imagination...

"Hi, Readers its me with you microfilmically on pages in an attempt to commune abt my being jockey without horse,

Here i introduce myself as one...who wants to prove himself and win on merits not on denigrating hoax,

To prove a point here i begin or here i throw myself as one jockey without horse...in the writing race,

Pen friendly with you thru these lines tracks i reveal romance of my life thru writing poetic story as one ingenious face,

The story that is of the TWO's ( give them the name) as they belong from the world real,

reviving and the precious,The story that is of the TWO's ( from the flashbacks) of two friends...who aspire to be immaculate and illustrious,
                                     ..............................................................................................                                         

This is the introduction of an original wench y zang zealous and the zing,A Nymphet,

 A rich and a Scholastic living in an urbane villa and expressing desires for all modern things,

A stricter, striking, titanic ally tireless and exceptionally fastidious,Extremely happy with herself heeding attentions to details however tedious,

Studying and doing a course in fretwork or the ornamental designs on the wood, 

Carving cutting nailing and brushing through and creating impressive idyllic incisive images clown y and jolly-good,

Immaculate, smiling sweetly that all want to know,

Ma, Pa, Sis and the cousin what a family everything gets immaterial....dancing joking singing and putting one another on their toes,

Thats the opening of those who live and enjoy in the world of their own,

They too have their own share of sorrows yet they are humane humorous independent and well informed,

Down the road in the suburban by lanes in an high-rise multi house tower,

Lives he,,,a suave, a sporty...intense eyed scrimp y who dreams for the Money and the Power,

Sturdy scrupulous having a taste for all good things and has the peculiar desires and hobby of travelling wonderful locales in advance foreign,

Exploring varied images, capturing colors writing scripts and broadcasting from his personal web and dreams to be some Big Baron,

Reading watching analyzing and analogizing and desire to learn and wisdom being glowing as in the progressive inferno,

Captivating communicator he is and to pursue his dreams aptly studies to be a professional maverick and broad minded machismo,

Freelancing frequenting with friends together they are the team and enjoy life as treat gala and gaiety,

Imbibing, indulging, occasionally imitating and getting freed from all hassles and ideas that are hazy,

Younger son to the working couple who are slim tall and hearty but not that hale,

Music madies and deeply religious this inter caste couple has all the quota to entertain others with their sweet sour tales,

Tales that are real of their conflicts however faceless factious might be the fads,

That took its toll in turn on them and at times made them extremely sad,

In those sad moments it was the music of the prayers or just being alone,

That soothed their nerves...implanted enough courage to their self...bare soul that was pained and torn,

These were the days of Navrattas when Maa Bhagwati in Her Nine Forms is worshiped and prayed,

For once they are out together for observance and being just one in the human sea of devotees sacred,

Its the Rhymes its the Hymns its the Mantra...its the Jaikara its the music its the Prayers that begin to pay homage to Mother Divine,

Holy Verses, Its the AUM..that illuminates the environs...its the SHABD..its the ISHWAR..Pure, Intrinsic and Sublime,

The Seraph beauty of Serenity enclose engulf them who join in singing chanting and dancing with folded hands,

The Prayers reach its Zenith to levels of Ecstasy...the music gets intense...the night begins to flow...Ageless...Timeless Whatever...its the divine moments that infuse life...as if galaxy of angles bless them with magical wands,

The Jadu of Prayers leave its impact making his parents cheerful and the calm,Relaxed, extremely aware of self they henceforth come back with a resolution...to each other they will do no harm,

.......then the days pass...a kind of debate in the city sets on covering different aspects through an extensive disquisition,

As one young enthusiastic student...he takes part in it...so gathers data and distributes it properly and in dissimulating his thoughts on his topic...he is now in the thick of action,

Writing eccentrically echoing popular opinions and sometimes elocuting in seminars in his profound voice,

Chummy most of the times but churlish occasionally at comments that often came from that rich, naive, flamboyant and precise,

The precise comment in process of exploring gradually travels from an exponent to exponential,

Expediting expanding an argument into a metaphor that is so typical of her the outspoken single,

On one such day when the debate got boring centering around an environment and ecological issue," 

Then why the trees should be cut at all", asks she tunefully " To make papers and the tissues",

"Should this happen this....she continues..." then shall the growing numbers of readers and viewers of weepy soap operas not make this world a dessert or the cold tundra",

" Shall this happen if at all " she snuggles " then what shall happen to you..man..shall you travel in punt elsewhere  to get settled and having punt to trade in currencies like punts etcetra",

For a brief moments there remained a silence and then a few giggles and then an open hearty and roaring laughter,

"Who is this girl"... the students all over rose up and then she rises and virtually all cheered her and a huge round of applause did follow there after,

Seminar went on and discussions were purposeful purportive and conclusive,

More than that a friendship flourished splendid...winsome...graceful and submissive,

That was she the fascinating, frank, reverent, rhetoric,

 illustrious, ingenious, expressive, exquisite,net worker,narrative,

 determined, Dexter and the democrat,

How kismatwali she was...she never had thot of gleaning facts on this....natural gigglier fate,

The desire in her to put a belief was propounding endless, dreamy and the copious,

Wild, imaginative, real, sexy, desperate she was...fiercely friendly and the futuristic factitious,

........The Terror Unleashed on that night......

Then suddenly on one night when the city as alive agog n bubbling and bursting with colorful night,

A few disgusting yucks from neighboring country had entered from gateways of India to unleash terror of frightful fright,

The Beasts had blasted tons of explosives as for them these were the games of death the devastating ploy to dismantle harmony and the robust growth,

Burning, Destroying, killing and seizing the city on ransom these Beasts as Few Mad DOGS were seething terror in tethering Froths,

Then minutes had converted to hours and hours to those LONG.....LONGER..... and the LONGEST DAYS OF UNEASY SAD RUCTIONS,

The Pride of Nation had got tottered...the pain was intense....the wounds deep...the wheels of growth had got halted coz of this sudden disruption,

The Moments were sad.....frustrating and as one being so helpless...anguished....and as of one in being deep despair,

The Darkest hour visible thru those black and thick smokes....thru disbelief.....thru those real tales of utmost uncare,

The dismantling of India was agonizing, painful and full of shame,

The Tyrannizing Typhoon was so Tyrant....the Tragedy so cruel....and the HUMANS so Inhumane,

But still the hours passed....in endless waits...the fight was still on....THEN THE DAY ARRIVED...the commandos had scaled an another victorious mission,

No...This time IT WAS NOT FILMY..... IT WAS REAL...THESE SONS OF THE SOIL PLAYED NO POLITICS...JUST FACED BULLETS...GOT IN...AND GOT FREED THE INNOCENTS...AND IN THE END...TO DECLARE...VICTORY WAS THEIR ONLY SUBMISSION,

But then sadly there were few who even a midst this turmoil saw an opportunity to earn the monetary, recognition or any other gain,

The tragedy was it.....all these called themselves as unbiased and free...yet their whole selves...did inflict a kind of solitary pain,

But then what cud be those gains only the approaching time will tell,

But for us the time was to get unified...and to urge or to join in this together ed unified yell,

The Pledge had to be taken that we as one unified entity stand and shall always stay as united....

THE PLEDGE.....

We take Pledge and we Join Your resolute resolve to fight the war against the terror,

Together we all take this as the mission that prove our mettle or self worth...our self importance...our quintupled existence...that believe in enriched entente...and not in unleashing spates of horrors,

We As One of Billions People of India....form a unified fist...that the JIBS are tight and firm...the common jingle....fighting terror to get it finished,

We As One of Trillions People of India....form a chain...enunciate in one voice....predominantly the common mingle...battling terror to get it perished,

In getting unified together...LET We said LET this enlighten league of all Races, Creeds, Sects and the Religion...wish to reach that unified goal,

To awake the rulers...that we shall...we shall exercise our right to vote...in return we SIMPLY URGE THEM TO MAKE INDIA A LIVING HAPPY AND PROSPEROUS  REPUBLIC...THAT SHOULD ALWAYS BE ON PROGRESSIVE ROLL,

but but but...even then within the country a few very very popular stars did remained,

who on those their own worthy and earthy intelligence had a opinion...HAD A OPINION ON IT TOO...but no no PAIN,

the lapse that is of security...as if the blasted guns from the VT's to Gateways had a closed and audited shooting range,

all that those...beasts saw...were those working faulty images of humans..they did not tolerate it hence had to be perished by shooting them down as one targeted orange,

maybe the drunken idea was in mind...when the speeding cars of stars hit the sleeping ones who by default had been the poor,

toh kya hua...mar gayey toh mar gayeh...everyday accidents do happen...ok..dear...then please stop wearing...Be human...for where do your sentiments go...in those hours,

anyway...the circle is bit too wide...and practicalities of them is there for all to listen and get followed,

they in circle can influence anybody by their philosophical thoughts...toh kya hua...keep enjoying and get mellowed,

.......but then....

The time as always reacted to its natural pace,

The seconds, the minutes, the hours and days simply start coming  n going with its natural face,

Often it was said that to forget certain horrible happenings there had to be a certain rules,

That was to get busy in work, to enjoy the good things in life...or to play the games that would convert the tense minds into a cu-cumbered cools,

Thats how she took on to get on with the life....that she always treated as one mega gift,

She took on the sports again...after those brief disturbing intervals....that had happened coz of those dangerous enemies dangerous rifts,

The Game Got On........Again...

In the games of badminton she played on wintry nights sweating profusely on courts shuttling,covering in four steps...that made her flabbergast,

Flamboyantly facing volleys playing forehand...backhand...smashing...dropping...serving in high loops...holding breath she the outperforming... always did outlast,

The beautiful, the bold and the rich and the confident she now steps up and pretension ally appears more calm,

The working, busy miscible forgets to answer admirers wishing calls...presto...her prestige wide spreads..faster and taller...like the tree of dates or the palms,

Presumptuously pretending yet prevaricating as if she is immune and goal oriented as one on stage as prima ballerina,

Effusing the elation of all around she the ebullient climbs up in the echelon...to be one eccentric and corporate prima donna,

These were the days of winter with the fog and mist just falling around,

The shinning beautiful hair with the smiles so sweet...just sipping tea together in the campus..in the green shinning ground,

The year had just finished its journey and sun had set on the day for the final time,

Next day had to be the new year...with all the beginnings..with all hopes being renewed from its lows to the pristine prime,

Together they were some where just all alone being simply one for the one,

Arms in arms together...swinging around...as the moments reach finally...strikes 12...the  old year passed...new year had just begun,

Knock knock knock was the sound...knocked out a moment at that midnight hour...at the door of the world...the ears hear...leap out...open the door...take a look one second long,

"Oh hi...hellojee....i am the new resident...a new ruler...see my pair of ears...i shall listen in continuity...as the past passes, the future approaches and the present gives it a shape, dresses and comb,

I am the NEW Year...hence dispel a doubt....at my disposition is the time...good and the bad...i introduce me as 2009,

The ebullience for change in depressing world clasp tightly and cheeky plants a kiss on cheek of incomer 2009...come in 2009...welcome 2009...we partner with you...we become yours...and you of she and mine,

Lets be interdependent...yet be very independent...in your growth is our growth...lets be made for US Other...lets sing this very happy New year Jingles," 

"As the journey of these two's and 2009 began thereafter...and hopefully the two's in 09 shall travel as two unique singles,

Thereafter just travelling together in tandem and on occasions for work just being on their own,

The worries of certain kinds had engulfed him making him loony...sad...gloomy and anger prone,

And he the insuperable insouclant surprising gets guileless frivolous and fritters on irrelevant issues,

Forgetting his resolves getting fuddled with some geeky simper or shoo,

Why has this happened why this jocose jocund has gone quietude,

What made him go flustered that formidable has turned into a loitering dude,

The friends around him find him a bit erratic and obfuscate,

She in particular is annoyed at his increasingly diverting traits,

Busy as she is in managing her growing illustrious carrier,

She the ebullient, groovy, imaginative is imbued with quality that knows no barrier,

Still the concerns are there to make him again the lively and the chipper and some casual singer,

A strong desire to cajole him...hence she cahoots with friends to make him again the witty and the winger,

witty and winger...in being making him so a courageous attempt is made by her by being the lyricist of one kind,

so she decides to pen some funny thoughts..in her diary..to him...of course..the deductions she derived from being one fighters's versy find,

here she goes..with her wild yet very mimicry thoughts...that conclude...that the fighter generally wins,

drawing reasonable guessing from the...words of some real greats...she prompts her friends...perhaps these wits of mine..shall make him glee with 32 teethy pins,

....she wrote...

rastey hai toh manjilay hai,

manjilay gar goa hai toh fares hai,

fares hai...samjho...woh aapki apni vahan there hai,

kitni jaldi pahuchana hai vahan...yeh aapki pocket ka share hai,

rails, roads...steamboats...rivers and canals...and affordable aap key liye air fare hai,

so by any mean you reach there toh vahan aap hai...voh hai...tan hai hai...and araaaabian sea hai,

araaabian sea hai...toh in those barrens ilands....tides hai,

tides hai toh...samjho...you have got this chance to make you both...hide hai,

in being hidden...what you did..none will ask...as in such wavey moments...both of you have given their pride hai,

if then later on you decide to live together...then this one of you..then lives by your side hai,

since she is by your side...so you may always want to see her in..initially..oh yeah she is inside hai,

in she being inside...you in your initial years...conclude that.. with her my future always bright hai,

she hardly questions anything..and between us..hardly any fight hai,

coz...you hardly find any answer to her recurring queries.. since at that time remaining silent..yours right hai,

since you still remember..once she did say in BIG LETTERS AND WORDS.. do not argue with me or else your position tight hai,

kyonki....FIGHTER KABHI NAHI HAAAAARTI.... hahahahahaha... 

kya solid in sight hai....

smartly these words were sneaked in.. as some kinds of notes..inside his favorite pages..that he every morning opened.. as one good habit,

on reading these funny handwritten words ..the laughs of him..just turtle d along...slowly slowly..then gradually frisked along..at the speed of a pacy rabbit,

in seconds..a casual and witty..side of him re emerged..that he had forgotten..he had this in his own,

in seconds...a remarkable transformation in his personality happened... damn he said to himself...what for i was so anger prone,

why could i not or why can i not...or why should i not enjoy..certain witty comments of my friends...coz in no way shall these inflict any harm,

how can i or how could i ever be..so narrow minded..and how had i really forgotten...that being at ease..being able to laugh at own self..shall just double the charm,

hence in an attempt to double the charm...he awaken his jingoism..that would make him real stuff..that can at best be enjoyed as one lyrical joke,

for this he had not to paint his own face....rather he began..searching for some literary words..that in canteens among folks..will be talked ..along with coke,

liner of a lingo..languished..while searching lingerie..for his czech wife..coz through liposuction..lithographically she attained litigative body,

a strong lionized lippy liqueur..as litmus test..he liquidized his inner thrust..lithiumically lissomly he spreaded ling..as one lithe filmy rowdy,

dietitian with the digits..dictates a diktat..to enjoy the jokes..improve digestion..to diligently absorb the dilemma of didactic dilettante,

pin pricking the pip pining piquant piranha...the pinwheeled pious pioneer..showered pimento..over the maiden Eden apple..and embraced an eve..removing panty,

...these were just the funny lines that he revoked by being a certain kind of innovative stud...whose aspirations will not evaporate as complete thud,

it was an attempt...a tingy attempt..to tell that in life...pleasing thoughts occur when you practice what you feel..so how in return of humours..will you get the mud,

and then began to translate a muddy idea into a crystal clear cupps...the lavish ones...as if transpired into crockery..the cute Mallable or bone china,

perceived that he began as one tasty chotiwala cook...who would courtesy ganesha on a aaloo..would get a lost kingdom..by being searched by her nainas,

through an imperative teasers.. a radio jockey..converted this beautiful song as coming downs of an eve with an adam on earth.. from the forts of jannat,

little could that radio jockey imagined..how if they land in beautiful lawns of a RA One...then what'ld happen to adam...as eve will safely be transported in room of khan's mannat,

and from there on begins the beginnings...that cumilated into adam being stayed as cool young and able dude...who refused to utter words that are harsh,

being bad..is livid..a happening way of life.. and if by being bad means being abusive...then he as adam discard these thoughts..remained to stay as roady marsh,

oh...so that is he..the adam of the jannat..hence ought to be one tropical pillar pillion...who would just get glued to grounds..from where begins the fierce battles,

and shall forget everything..even this...that the jockey is waiiiiting.. but the adam may get too busy to suck bone china cups..that instantly get filled from those oozzing kettles,

so these were those literary words that coupled with some hmmnable songs..may have offended some's.. egoistic..minding sides,

then please don't mind..as funs are the fundamental basics..to have in yous as inbuilt nature..imbibe it and see how it gives you.. exquisite rides,

in finishing these..an idea had erupted into his mind..that had begun to take some concrete shape,

no it was not a building plan..rather it were courtesy some narratives..that he thought would..look like a family portrayal clicked..or an album recorded on tape,

through the feelings..an infant feelings..there he begins..to generalize the words...' I am the promise....and I am the possibility',

as infant i am born..have got life on leash...and my time of birth is recorded and given to 3 predictors..who surprisingly came up with different probability,

that was at that infant age..when hardly could i see anything..hear anything...speak anything..could hardly open my little little eyes,

dirty was i born in a liquid jelly..hence got a first wash..given in arms of mother..who smelled me..and instantly i became her..a living possibility..with the cries,

hardly i knew at that time..that i was a girl or a boy or had born to a family that was rich or the poor,

little did i know about my religion caste and creed..the names of my parents..yet i was born as the possibility with the promise..i had a future for surer,

on a scale..i weighed as certain pounds..and the nurse acclaimed...that this delivery was normal with the infant looking ok and cute,

the whole family and friends rushed into congratulate my parents..and grandma announced..as per my knowledge and wisdom of jantries..this will never remain mute,

hence the possibility of me as being weepy..itty bitties..or say talkative..had already held the strong promise..that as batunee i would cherish,

if i could speak at that time..then i wud say..dadi i got this life on leash..hence will perish one day..and possibly on hearing this..she would snub me for being truthy dare-ish,

inadvertently in fact..from there itself..this was the beginning..to avoid the topics..that had any mention of the death,

though all knew..that who comes will have to go..but then..its all about the timings..as none speaks of endings at beginning of life having clean air..as first breath,

so from here began the promise..that look mother..look father..i am of yous and you are of me..and in living with your grace and love..i shall explore the infinite possibilities,

i may be the girl..or i may be the boy..and i know no one else in this world except yous...so you are my guides.. my first teachers.. my friends.. in each and every probabilities,

in attempt to explore infinite possibilities..i as one child of my parents..had begun to grow inch by inch..as one living promise,

whatever plans my parents had for me.. to be what they wanted me to be.. may or may not get materalise.. yet as parents they gave me the possibilities to flourish,

in fulfilling this promise.. my mother at many times.. hid me many a times by telling lies..to save me from the wrath of my father's hot angers,

in those testing times..i roamed like a hero..proclaiming i have a mother.. who loves me more.. and decently showers affection n cares so tenders,

at those times..when i had begun my education.. all i concluded that this is the only parameter.. into which i shall always revolve around,

knowing the alphabets.. a few additions and subtractions.. will make me wise.. as mother said finish it.. and go and play.. do not go far.. and do not shout and make freaky sounds,

hence this do not do this..do not go there.. do not read this.. and do not do all undoables.. were all those qualities that i in me gathered.. from childhood.. courtesy conventions,

and now when i say others.. do not.. then why they feel offended.. possibly they were born.. to be forceful and stylish.. continuously coming up with plead y inventions,

in being a midst and among no-ids.. i some how grew in me a kind of trait... for it at times to my parents i looked rebellious.. while in real i was the one the most obedient,

but then again it was all destiny the unknown one.. that had not collaborated with what my janamkundli said.. which when i read it.. made me parky variant,

hence all the courage that i had gathered from those years.. to get what i want.. i some how found that in me i have this denial.. that i refuse to be a stale constant,

a variable that i shall be and i have to be.. to get on with life.. hence to enjoy what else i have.. to know even in regrets.. a present and future remain only consonant,

ignorance is bliss.. hence a desire to gain knowledge became the possibility... that will sustain life.. saving me from the disgrace of ignominy,

invention is the mother of all needs... hence the promise.. from the options attain a future.. that will present contracts.. to deal and trade with a many's,

having wished so with a purpose that hence forth shall there be results of all the hard work... that in efforts it is poured,

in being always with this faith...that working hard is the only mantra...to get the success.. hence doing things that continuously will increase the scores,

again an idea..had crossed the mind..this time a bit wild and outperforming..and with an intention to have a blasty laugh,

its about constructing a joke.. that when the human beings were being made..how would have Creator..installed that tool in bodies.. hence revealing this gaff,

The joke was told... the joke is told...

hence did put cool splash,

on this iconic contrived clash,

quickened the wit quietly..by whispering...hope is a proverb..make in an adjective..run towards it spiritedly...have a dash,

there after getting attuned in a peculiar attire... for the first time in life.. he tossed a coin.. that would have its face..head or the tail,

it was nt an act of gambling...nor was it to begin a match.. it was about to wipe that invisible shadows from mind.. that never came out from behinds the dark curtails,

head...the shadows take a new shed,
tail...the shadows come out from behind dark curtails,

but in both cases be visible to all who want to see the invisible by its real faces,

to know that these are full grown bodies..the human bodies..that live with the desires..the human desires...that have all the elements of cloying graces.....

                                                 ......chapter 2......

the time as it is..did tickled through seconds,minutes, hours and the days...at its very very timely pace,

nor did it get freezed anywhere...neither did it took a massive leaps...and never did it droove rashly in an attempt to win a forced race,

every thing that got gathered in time..or got revealed..were/are the lives..that through prism of reality..were/are being lived along,

hardly these were the illustrious faces..the colors of skins are real..and in sayings that things are right...then surely somethings are wrong,

strolling...so leisurely...in some by lanes.. of a city poshes... somewhere he sat..on a vacant bench..giving to the beautiful spreads..an inquistive look,

and just...when he was about to leave...what he saw..was too regaling and in it.. he quickened his pastels.. to give an entertaining shape..on his holi book,

in doing so..he first decided to communicate with his friends...just being a kind of funny rasscallah.. being gabbu..asking holi kab hai...kab kab kab,

aaaapriah...aisa kya..replied the she... "what unique plan to splash have you drawn...and by the way..where are you..and hope you have nt got it invented in your bath tub,

and if you have done this...then please do not come rushing out in open..in your natural...shouting eureka...eureka...eureka,

look if you do this...then possibly you may get kidnapped... by some astoundingly sexy Rebekah or surekha,"..

smiled did he in his bench..and replied.." no no...do not worry i am in full and fully covered..and am not thinking about surekha..as i know no haath kee Rebekah,

rather i am hoping that i shall come out with some thing livid and happening.. kind of bochaaar.. that may become a visualizing eurekas",

..and there goes the she.. giggling out openly...and co-piloting with her sister..and thinking about her team and her own holi plans,

to keep up with the joneses...she just decided to make it the real fun filled.. corker..in her copperplate styles..giving these all..reveling elans,

then for a while.. looked at the time and the date..and said..." aaah its the march 7's lovely evening..and why should he be in such hurry to play a holi,

anyway...that's his holi's guess..and mimicked..slim are the chances to get overtly thoughful to make plans to have funs as its the only festival tobe donkish folly,

hence will get in peak form to be one murkhsamratni...till then its the time to remain as wise and as intelligent..that i should be,

to work smartly on immediate projects that i have in my hands and on completion of it..splashing the colors will give double delights..to me",

then on sighting a real spicy and kittenish pizza joint...she entered into it..ordered a munch y plate toppled with dollops of cheese,

" hungry kya.." the voice came from nowhere..and on looking towards it..she shrieked with joy..as it was her friend from Auckland.. quixotic & always at ease,

" oh wow..oh jubilant..oh so hilarious and oh so much wonderful darling..to see you here again..with me and you as oner of the gang of pupils live",

"pupil live...so you still remember the name we gave to our gang..and yeah it was real fun to see thaat Guruji..gigggled she..tizzied virused yet vivified,

a kind of real character was he..and hope he is still alive..along with his worries and its hopeful solutions..that he obtained by being ardent music lover,

litttle were his worries.. and bigger were his solutions.. yet he kept living with these.. and we the pupils live.. possibly gave him unintentional horrors,

poor guy.. roaming on his ancient scooter.. carrying heavy loads.. was possibly the one who had lots of complains..yet had no place..to flash these offfs,

felt pity for him or felt sorry or felt what...i really could never know.. but still he was a real tammaasha.. a working roster.. and a fully bettered half",

" so you still remember him...but i had completely forgotten him.. until i read about him.. coming with an excellent fiction that was enjoyable,

in the world of books ..his work made a mark... and possibly earned a tag from a very very versatile... "tht in the world of publishing your work is sale-able",

and in fact i saw him once at some crossing on his scooter.. from the window of my new Imported Audi car...that my papa gave me as gift on this birthday,

thought of getting out to wish him well.. and ask his haal chaal...but then the lights went green..and possibly with tht thrust itself.. forgotten him thru the way,

leave these now.. and let you order too.. what you will like to eat.. and i have ordered country special onioned crispy",

"hmmmn....ok..i shall go with the farmhouse.. not to the farm house.."giggle she.." and i guess you must be having one..to enjoy there as one peculiar habit frisky",

" yeah we have.." casually chaffing her.." some 3 big farm houses in this city and into these we regularly go to be at ease to enjoy.. certain times,

and in fact..we do celebrate all festivals there as one family.. together with close friends.. in twitting styles.. that are descriptively in their full primes,

and in fact till how long you are here..and if you are going to stay longer...then be my guest and be an ingenious part of one holi colourful celebration"

"part of holy celebration..no no no...i am in no mood to sit n hear sermons of some sadhvis and madhvis.."giggled.."n with God i have a deal.. that be free..when i do meditations,"

" yuup..this holy is not that holyed idea.. in fact its the festival...that is truly colourful..livid..and vivid... and these splashing of colours are called the holi,

be with us.. and we shall again revive that gang of pupil.. and shall invite some more funfills.. and will get that guruji in too.. and will get complete donkish folly",

" is it..ok..i accept your invitation to revive pupils live..celebrate the festival of colours together..to get utterly foolish and make fool of others,

and just having that giddied feeling from this moment itself in having that punchy drink..and just hoping that i shall not step on pulpit to create.. furores",

and then after finishing that pizza...they stepped out..giggling, 

smiling and having laughs..and on certain things commenting together,

the aucklander was so sauve and  stylish and so full of life that a few tales she told...had precisely the power to make light of any heavy weather,

gigolo...said the she..was the one...who she thought...was chaste and pure,

factitious...said the she...was the one...who she thought...was geniune and sure,

"these errors in perceiving certain images of few..as the ones..ones are not"..said the she.." are fairly falsehoods..sometimes we may imbibe",

in those times...i do have this unique sense of timing..to get level headed..looking into mirror and asking..oye image why have you got lost by lashing a jibe,

..and aha..where is he and what is he doing..and what has happened to that jocose jocund to go murky and quietude,

 and What really has made him go flustered.. that he the formindable has turned into a loitering dude",

" how did you know all this..as i have not told anything about him in any mail or in any message.. i may have send,

was he in touch with you so regularly...as he too have not told me anything about you ...else i would definitely tell you about his changing trends,"

"...oh no no no...don't get me wrong here..as i was never in touch with him through any virtually direct or real means of communication,

i just saw one of my friend checking out his page..and in response to certain remarks..i guessed he behaved narrowmindedly..causing pains and humiliations,"

" exactly this was what i thought about him..and felt really bad..that how could he be so venom headed..so skewed in thinking..so tropically unsure,

i thought he was the best friend i could ever have...but see i also say...factitious was the he...who i thought...was genuine and sure",

.........

the gupshups went on between these two.. for hours and hours through the quite hours of night..being nostalgic,quintessentially complete friends,

in those quite enjoying moments...when did they fell asleep..they themselves did not know...the complete innocence on their faces.. glowed.. as primmy trend,

........

" coffee..coffee..." the sound came from far away lawn.." get you up you silly bachas.. and come fast as maa paa and your cool didi waits,

and if you are listening..then hear...put on hold your morning dreams... and join immediately haha for the coffee with didi..as this morning's welcome fete,"

with the kittenish smiles..arrived the two after a shortwhile..looking fresh..though a bit sleepy..as if they had got up..giving naughty thoughs a raw deal,

" good morning maa, good morning paa..and you the disciplined didi..are a real spoiler.." giggled she.." in dreams i was giving bret lee a horrific feel,"

" oho...you junior sacchin tendulkar..how great is it to see you here..with us the spectators..but know it was warne who had those horrific dreams,

at that time you were 5 year old...and had just begun your kindergarten..and to give a skip to school..towed behind me... and didi didi diidi you screamed,"

" didiiiiii...i still scream at you.." and put her hands around her neck..and cheek to cheek...whispered she.." ya i know you are didi..for sure",

" and hardly is here any one like you..hardly is here any other more loving than you..and hardly here can be more earthy and worthy..so full of traditional lores",

" ok ok ok...ab chupchaap coffee piyo...bahut hui yeh aaapki pyaari aur bahutsaari..chaaplusi.. and is there anything colourful running into  your mind,

hmmn.... i guess both of you the ingenious ones...must have been busy in drawing a bijou plan..that should have an aura..of some auspicious find,

and in doing so i believe that you have not found any such things that shall enhance the levels of mistrust.. you seem to have increase in yous,

and here i am talking about your best friend..the communicator..and for whom..i believe you have some grudges..but baccha that are fictious and untrue,

and look a few months back you told me about his being.. going murky,

 ill tempered and quietude,and to him..you did send a few funny lines to make him witty and winger again.. a kind of living loving and happening dude",

" ya i did it didi.. to make him lively and chipper again,but now.. i am lost at words.. in letting you know..about him to be an leasher to inflict hurt and pain,"

laughed the didi at it.." oho..my cute little tiara..always remain in my head..going ultra sensitive over a few factious issues",

took her into her loving arms.." stupid budhu..in life good friends are forever..so erase these passive feelings from your mind..applying rational and real tissues,

hope you understand.. as you always have this clear thinking process in you.. as one.. the best immaculate style,

so plan to celebrate holi in that style..along with your friends and family.. invite him too.. and enjoy the gaiety of colours by being vibrant and not a wicked vile",
......
possibly these little words..to enthuse trust and wisdom shall go a long way.. in firming up fragile relationships..that on hindsight look strong,

as the vision of this wise didi is clear..that good friendship flourish only on those bases..that remain footed..and in testing times does not go destructively wrong,

over the destructions..and over the coffers of dead bodies..when life ceases to exist.. a few take this triumph.. as victory lap,

as they always evaded competitions..but the applauds one invites..are from the lively livings..when the thrusts are forwarded to narrow the gaps,

the empires get build...the nations get created...the cities get spread..through the natural theories of specific civilizations..that are continuous over the periods of time,

so much efforts are put by mother creator..to nourish all these..but alas..a natural fury destroys all that was living..and sadly fury gets its ways..to do these killer crimes,

sheeer helplessness..horrific screams...collapsing..tumbling..turnings..become the sights..and in seconds the cities of livings become the cities of deads,

the time...possibly the unhindered time has arrived for those sayers..who did said.. mahal laasho par hee bantey hai.. to go there, sit and rule and build your living sheds,

little could they know...that grave yards or the cremation grounds are the open spheres..no one wants to have claims.. as their own stakes,

as these are the places..to get perished forever and be the dust..and sometimes the epitaph on graves read.. that this one ruled once.. was healthy rake...
......

the aucklander..who believed in living life with a zest..had a peculiar motto..which she at every morning..repeated with shiny smiles,

it was funny..it was lucid..it said.. in front of me there is that much much long queue..waiting to go to hell..and till i get into it...living on earth for the whiles..
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the idea that was with full of colors..with full of intended funs..had got its destination to get unleashed uninterrupted and with full of joyous galore,

the holi..day..that is the day of holi..had arrived..and preparations were full..to get drenched..to get rubbed in colours..as those deewaney mastaneys of folklore,

" holi hai..." the voice in unison came from the lawns..inviting the insiders to come out in open..and from the podium..game of holi was declared open,

the players one by one came out in open in lawns with their respective flags in hands..gave a feistier salaami..to opener..and to play the holi.. took the token,

the flags they carried did displayed the theme..which they as players had to play as one holi game..with no rule.. to feel bad about,

the taken tokens were for gestures...of goodwill, harmony, peace and brotherhood..that they had to spread..and on rubbing colors...HOLI HAI ...had to be the shout,

there comes the first flager..with a theme..to be one master grand (dada).. moving his colorful chaals in seedhi..tedi..and aadhi tirchi ways,

and had to drench the other's queen..while saving his own..hence to please his's and rub other's..being all's from king'n sena to vazir..to one oonth to hathi's horsy heresy,

the chakarvyuh he formed..and as first step..sent an sms..to other's queen..and through it sang a full song.. of holi..the chaal was to play holi..through provoke,

the other's queen came on her own...splashing colors with verve and gaiety..and putting color on forehead of his queen and hugging her as colourful invoke,

arguably to each other they said.." you are the best of your's best..and we here as the best..do understand the chaal to make other behaaal,

and look at the lost faces of them...anyway let's go and put their faces in reds..( colours yaar)... and shout together.. yeh tadka tha hamaari ek chaaal",

the second flagger was the aucklander..who had the theme... to be one redskined american indian.. and through it she was to prove.. yes she can,

the economical moods of a few were depressing..hence to remove this mandi in the market of laughters..she had to infuse some fed fundas.. giving saddy complete scan,

"entering the gates.." said she.. " i had seen one bill pasted on board...that was pending and was hovering around in air to get attention and be paid,

hence had a visit ..and asked..oye bill why are you trembling so much in the air.. do ya fear me.. oye nai the bill replied.. look behind.. the team of IT is here to raid,

" what" said the she.. " i do not know why this income department is after me all the times... as my returns to them are always fair",

the bill replied.." then why do you go anywhere.. and give fears to people like me.. who has so much in side.. that even stopped to give any much care,

"Mr Bill Gates" called she and said happy holi to him.." so this is you in your office in America..and in Forbes as the richest man on this earth,

but you..the perceived Mr Bill is here hence to erase doubt i sent one old friend of me at your door.. to check the place of your birth,"

gosh...the entire holific twinkling festives..rushed towards her...drenching..colouring and shouting " yes you can.. yes you can..

"and through this colourful mimics..you did paid hillarious gratitude to that versatile.. giving perceived Mr Bill a complete scan,"

and just hoping that the perceived Mr Bill will too enjoy this wee bits of some real splashy day of holi,

so be liberal..and be of true essence.. that was what she meant.. and just enjoy the day to the hilt..by being simple.. suave.. stylish and twitingly jolly,

entered the flager..with a theme.. to be sulking snubbing and kind of hateful..to all the colors that get applied,

in being that one had tobe an evader.. always with snoooty nose... " these damn rubs of colors are for those... who in festivities get mesmerized,"

" and how can i be mesmerized by these colors.... reds greens yellows blues silvers greys and pinkish maroons,

not to speak about the black and the whites.. and these all have self effacing influence over me.. as to ignore these i watch network of cartoons,

"oh cartoon... so you like cartoons"... came running in the pupils live.. and shouted.." see us the cartoons performing with colours A- live,

run if you can... by being.. Tom, Jerry or Harry or any in hurry... the pupils live shall have their say.. come back in open.. from your place of exile,"

holi hai...HOLI HAAAI... HOLIIII HAAAAAI.. do not feel bad.. vivacious.. holi hai... and festival of holi.. from here simply took off,

to reach the zenith of its true ambience.. its true objective.. its true message.. that for once we all look almost alike and equal.. quaffs..                                                                                                                                                                                     

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these are the eyes of the beholders... that tell exactly that in perceptions what exactly are your means,

in the profession one profess.. when one is fair.. it is understood.. but when one pretends under that art of selling.. somethings surely are not clean,

by saying that things are not clean.. it means and it clearly means.. that what one sells are exactly the intents.. that the beholder of an eye sees,

in pretensions while displaying the products..if one scans the others bodies.. the beholder of eyes.. literally come to know.. that things are not clean behind these perceives,

and then the eyes.. that look.. at your face.. and of course do not protest.. as the beholder knows.. that in the market of options.. you are not the only and alone,

hence as one young,, as one aspiring.. as one confident.. and one full bodied.. the beholder says.. " i will ignore you.. rather... persevering dignity.. by not being anger prone"....

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                                                                      .....chapter 3........

quintessentially.. the challenging part in his life came when he began to sketch a fiction that must have the elements of readable novel,

the topic he selected was that of a mistress.. around whom.. the gallantry tale of love lust money power and fame roamed.. as an O of an A's invective vowel,

the lines that need to be selected..must have the effect the sounding effect..in flaying up the seductive flames.. the mistress ignited in getting her ways,

the complexity of her character..the toughen busts..the fretting ambition..and using her fully grown body as one tool.. being loyal in her betrays,

in being the mistress of a wealthy business tycoon..the antics of her to woo and tear him apart.. came mainly by being bodily sound from her head to toe,

the lateral ambition to get what else..is through treating her body as an asset.. that as peggy dowel is in its primes.. the appeal is heady.. whoooping with sexy flow,

traversing thru the years..that she has spent all along and all alone.. the emotions in her are too vampish ..hypnotic..pulling many into veils of illusions,

the glows on skins are gained thru excessive sowings.. the wrinkle free masks are worn thru imbibing innocent ignorance.. literally guiding others in emotive delusions..

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the tycoon who treats himself as too powerful, intelligent and clever.. is literally with all modern gizmos.. that are fascinating exclusive and ravishingly grandeur,

in displaying all these to her.. he says ...all these are just for you.. just to see the approving smiles.. that she so sportingly gives.. as being deserving for sure,

in letting be his surer..she always puts him at ease.. making him the man for all seasons and for all reasons.. taking care of his all..yeah literally all kinds of needs,

the relation is that of accepting in big terms and giving in 0's..that she knows.. are the basis of all precedings ones twos threes..that he knows as summations of his deeds,

being at his disposal..as per his varying occasions and happening moods.. hardly is there any mechnical act.. while being frenetic with him in the bed,

to complete the desire to get absolved and dissolved in his happening arms.. she guides him..she moves him to become the triumphant.. cools down his lusty head,

never lets him sit or go down with the guilt..that you in being with THE ME.. is insane, 

unethical or the cheater of any any conventional kind,the words of her are all always suave, 

sophisticated.. and intoxicating... when she lets him know in no uncertain terms.. My man possessed.. i am your find,

yeah says he..you are my find..and i your man possessed..so shall always be with me..in side.. and always inside.. far offs and behind the dark curtains,

shall be visible only to those.. who i want to.. as on those times..when the men possessed will be together..you and their's find.. shall do differently to entertain,

and sit the you by my side..and i let you know.. some thing that can at best be explained at the rates,

i sitting beside you..am @ of me..available and comfortable..and talking to you..@ of you as you..without any dislike or hates,

confused gets she..and wide eyed..just asks him.. at the rates.. what are you telling me all about,

what exactly is the meaning of all this..i really do not know.. hence i accept i am defeated..hence going in..as retreating rout,

oh no no no...laughed he..at this bizarre interpretation of the she,

its not about winning or losing..its about the individual personality that you have of you and i of me,

at times..in pretending..a person to another person tells..that someone's elses.. its my opinion or its my voice,

in those times..the listeners believe..that in my talks..its that someone's pretensions.. hence while i was true..listeners.. thought i was bias,

therefore i say.. that even in similarities.. i as one conveyor at my place transmitting to you..  as so and so@ of me,

and you as believer in perceiver are getting these transmits being at your place... as so and so@ of some he or she,

the human nature is not that simple and is always full of many many many varied complexities,

i like one..you do not like.. and i said nothing against the one you dislike.. yet the disliker perceives its me of you.. generating adversities,

while i may have a great regard for the person you really do not care.. so even while i do my best to show affection to that but in return get gifts of hate,

the perceived you of me draws a great relief through it as your ego has got cooled down..but what about me who did nothing to get this farewell fete,

and this fact i learned from some middle aged flabby soul..who works dutifully for some venture as earner..and not as one asker for any alms,

maybe he had experienced some bitter ones from his own experiences.. could feel the emotions of him..though he is fairly reasonable in his all kinds of realms,

anyway leave all these..and make a drink for me..and yeah get ready for the lavish blast..that we shall have..faraways in some wondeful dreamy lands,

the ambiance shall be totally dreamy.. the presence will be exquisite and exclusive of those rich glitterati.. hence give the party cosmic aura..through your magical hands,

plants a kiss on her hand...and asks... what's in you.. that drives me so crazy all the times.. whenever i literally see the you,

what's in me.. how do i know.. come and explore me.. rushes the she inside.. and he behind her as one extremely thrusty.. the quest in him is that of hungred mew,

the quest eventually got volcanic and in eruptions it did see..perhaps the lavish cuts and curves.. that were giving invites..to embrace the shapes in his arms,

immeasurable were the pleasures.. the steamy were the cheeky stripteasing.. and in unbuttoning each other.. the pushes and pulls were to double the charms,

till how long.. the moves were made to attain an erotic nirvanas.. no body knew..as it was that race..to get the eventual climax,

and when it had to reach... it did reach... the unison of bodies was complete..ecstatic..effusive..and the two laying into each other's arms after having torrid sex,

the sun was about to rise and the morning was about to begin and in deep sleeps the two laid into each other arms..unaware and calmed,

the busts just touched his bare chest..and in oozes..somehow the youngied woked up again and in that fleshed jest..both crossed fingures into each others palms,

and in letting her know about his fresh jest..he made his intentions clearer to her..that he shall not let her be in the condition to work in the day by giving total thrill,

it was this recurring secret that he evoked yet again..and she in turn waited for this so whole heartedly..since it was all about her desires to get fullfilled,

and when the desires reach its zenith and with these it brings along the steep eruptions in the ones who are bold.. on beauties leave an unassailable marks,

the unison then gets complete and full in fully grown bodies.. bringing beauties on knees..who thru rubbing and caressing upons..just ignite another spark..

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exploring and sexually dignified,

in consents you be with the one you like and love and in giving you give the best.. in takings you expect the best.. to each other..remaining testified,

in what ways..in what words and in which world..the eveteasings that get unleashed..shall put ones in the league of able and enjoyed keeper of young bodies,

the fact remains and its natural and its quite evident that its about living with the feelings that are young, 

in stead of invites..the fear pschy is croomed in eyes..then for what are these clamourings for fearless..bold and performing young rocking roadies,

the tests of real life are real and the lessons one reads afterwards come through the abilities that somehow got the opportunities to got tested and then read,

in being tested..you showed..you rocked and in being read..you showed..you are easy..open..understanding.. dignified.. the performing ideas come as sexiest thread...


...To be continued...