Missing Memories???

Missing memories or what.. well I couldn't initially knew,

later when in life I got on & faced a lots & when I literally grew,

I understood with a pinch of salt within.. saying yaar,

wt.. it was just an infatuation that I took as loving bizzare,

Aray Kahan ka bizzare yaar.. since inturns  I got to know,

that mine such & so much commonly that that.. always open to a row,

or the bout the unending.. till the time I bowed & said,

ok you win.. & now let the peace prevail & just live unafraid,

just don't worry about the curse words you use & roam about,

Mai Hoon Na.. to bear all these upon me.. trust me & have no doubts,

Reason you were my infatuation & just of me.. Hence all unto me,

The good & the bad including.. But of somethings I am free,

To keep mesmiring memories fresh even  of times gone,

Me with me alone.. doing all the chores & living life alone,

Enjoying all the musics I liked.. throwing all lyrics that I could,

from lips.. sometimes whispering in my wintery hiding woolen good,

while in actual I felt for none yet I perceived a desire for some,

called my infatuation & I went for such.. Well life then took the turn,

For good or bad I can't tell.. Reason.. life is not of me & me alone,

there & rather here we are a few called a bunch of family unknown,

to majority of all.. And it's here we lived we grew & we faced,

all the oddities of life yet we survived & we kept living unfazed,

through all the circumstances.. though time did took its toll,

upon me & my relationship & now I live in my memorial roll,

that I keep unfolding with in & at times enjoying such bliss,

I admit I made errors.. I got lessons & I learnt a simple suffix,

live a life until death but as tender male & know other is much mature,

give up your male ego & be listener.. be understanding & be sure,

that you are on way to be atleast an average man,

or rather a family man.. who cares as real what?? I don't know... I am jammed..

         in my memories ❤️..

Does it???

Truth prevails.. this I kept believing in since my children days,

and all as inputs I imbibed from my elders who made me believe in their says,

gradually I kept getting know that for them it was more a matter of convince,

since at times these made a blantant lie.. A complete truth.. with ease,

why.. I couldn't understand then but later when I could I got to know,

it was all for grabbing assets & properties even by restoring to lows,

but in public domains so ably knitting their image as of concerned true,

while in reality the truth never prevailed.. it were lies that got bloomed thru,

so now I'm at this stage of life where I can look back in life n say when??,

did the truth prevailed for us in our life.. Never I say.. But even then,

I keep believing in the eternal & divine words.. Truth prevails,

I don't wait for this now coz I know wait is emotionally painful veil,

That keeps us engulfed in dark faith that one day the truth shall rise,

Let it.. If it is to.. it shall.. but i know for their lies I have paid huge price..

........ just they prosperd..