..the things i know..

..the things in life i know are simply those that i do not know.. how to do,
to make one cry.. to tarnish one's reputation by spreading false words.. and being untrue,

the things in life i know are simply those that i do not know.. what to say,
about these false puppets.. who dance on the toes of others fingers.. do not pay,

any attention to the voices.. please please.. no more hurts.. you know it hurts,
but no.. some never shies away and offs.. maybe an ego is swollen hence purports,

to be sensible.. and sensitive.. but to what.. i know.. but then again the things i do not know,
how to do.. what to say.. how to act.. who to see.. when the matters come.. for being untrue,

can not be.. i am sorry.. and when i say the fact yet again in clear and bold black letters,
i guess its simple submission naa.. you not like.. stay off then..at your space of all matters,

worthy or unworthy i do not know.. not even want to know.. since the things i know are simply these,
living the life of own with own nature is perfectly ok with me.. i know i have no attitude to appease,

anyway.. the year is about to end and in few days time.. the ushering upon shall be something new,
in each ways and means.. maybe the most authentic s.. surge upon to fulfill aspirations by being true,

or practically true.. or seasonal true.. or simply professionally true.. and take up one caluculative computer,
or with the one they have.. come up with many significant decisions..for each and every commuter,

who is in journey of life.. in any way.. i instinctively feel.. some good words are about to begin from somewhere,
to each and for each.. hope.. pray.. faith.. in principle.. smiles are about to begin.. someone somewhere is honestly fine and fair...


 

..eyes..

eyes.. these see.. fair.. unfair.. good and bad.. visible and invisible.. eyes just see,
then what does happen to any.. who pretends to have seen nothing.. justifies with all pleas,

of him or her being fair.. and nothing makes them feel.. that atrocities consistently they have been throwing,
deliberately and knowingly.. with the purpose.. of causing pains.. insensitivity i call.. they ceased growing,

with the attentive and sensible maturity.. that i guess is the most common among all those who can see,
the beauty and the beast.. the best and the worst.. the highs and the lows.. the fair and the unfair spree,

eyes have one grace.. eyes do blink.. eyes do shrink.. eyes do have brows.. eyes are just splendid,
eyes show emotions.. eyes show pains.. eyes express laughter.. eyes genuinely glow with glorious eye lids,

eyes are wide.. eyes are moist.. eyes are intense.. eyes are black.. brown or the mesmerizing blue,  
eyes say it all.. without even a world been spoken... you know.. while in love.. eyes just leave no clue,

to any who does not want to see.. the eyes filled with love.. moist.. emotional.. and full of tears ready to roll,
down on the cheeks... why.. coz some ignored the one who loves intensely... and instead ensues a brawl,

by being deliberate blind.. who does not want to hear any other thing except what he or she wants to hear,
eyes express all these.. but for how long.. not much i guess.. alright the one with emotions quits.. without fear,

or without having any more fear.. says thru eyes.. alright.. your will.. and leaving.. but please after i quit.. let me live,
i have eyes that express all emotions.. that sees everything.. hence please.... having all that you gave.. given.. or still give..
  

                                     do you................??????????

 
 


 

32 years ago..

32 years ago in 1982 when i was of age 21 and had been one young in prime,
and each thing i did and each sport i played in playing court.. but played fair and in open.. not a crime,

simple human with simple roots.. simple town boy.. ah! simply in love.. of course in those days,
not had encouragement and resources (racquets and shuttles) but played with old wooden racquet just not to be an astray,

who shall be jealous within all the times.. like those burnings inside much like some jibby,
rather.. i enjoyed the sweats on wintry nights at playing courts.. much as human and not as one stooge,

who never enjoys own work.. and the games to be played are expensive.. and in those formative years depend upon those who care and like to see excel,
lots of patience and sacrifice is made to bring up a champion.. then are there any to adore those mentors.. and none is propelled,

or forced to form a view abt all these adoring a few.. who did have their own simple dream,
thus provided each and every resource.. stayed..persisted..educated..travelled..hid pains.. calmed down own screams,

just to bring up one of the finest human being ever.. who shall be champion of each and every sort,
who later on as one parent should think..whether she or he shall extend that kind of support,

to one wanna be champion.. thou existing champion now is much more popular and richer,
but then what if.. in wannabe champion there is no clamour for new accessories and fitness regimes.. n instead becomes one treacher,

whose job... be burning.. be abusive.. be dictator.. to some or one.. then should look within to know own faults,
through knowing thyself.. responsive.. regressive.. revenging or what..bt still.. i living like.. good.. i believe.. not of freaky fraught.... 

..sometimes..

sometimes.. some people start believing that how much you say but it does nt matter,
whaat?? at those times i intend to ask.. if it does not.. then what does.. spell in bold letter,

then believers of "it does not matter".. begin behaving in the ways that are quite utopian,
or bizarre.. or too sloppy..too awkward to fathom..and they begin spreading adverse opinion,

about the good intents and good motives of all those who do say.. " yes it does matter",
and that's why we are filled with good motives and intents to provide the best and better,

goods and services and in attempts to do these.. have put people in charge who should,
do their best to put things in practice.. since it does matter.. what does not matter.. and what could,

well what does not matter.. is the obstinate arrogance that no matter how much you persuade,
but shall remain always such.. undoers.. since in us it hardly matters.. we are in our shades,

i then strongly believe its all about choosing the choices that are fickle and at the most greedy,
how much one persuade them to be better with intents and contents.. no use.. and from speedy,

these become dull and slow.. always with some sort of robust anger with in.. but then why,
no need to ask.. these shall say.. " it does not matter.." alright.. can any make them again the good guys,

means those good persons again who not so long ago..  used to say.. yeah in us it does matter,
hopefully the realization in them set in faster.. to make them again say.. yeah it does and look we have become better...