frolics n fun..

all frolics n fun said some but some differed.. no frolic no fun,
but why said some again.. n with the color tried to rejuvenate n spun,

the moments of fun n joys n rejoices for them.. n then witty remarked,
ecstasy do you attain when been drenched in colors of ** made IT Larged,

or kept thinking as to how n why.. oops why.. say i.. IT'S yours.. right,
since birth i believe.. hence have fun n frolic.. paste colors n feel tight,

do a colorful deed.. splashing all fun n spreading all the frolics.. giggle,
not suggesting to any one.. though i know about one festival.. that is regal,

its the festival of colors.. the day to rejoice n be in the mood to rock,
in style.. with the bhaang or what else.. bitterness whats it??.. mock,

someone good enough or some evilest.. all choices.. choices preen,
to view life with prism.. of colors that flow with in.. comes out sheen,

or the colored shine.. and i am not advocating a rigid idealism,
like to experience then enjoy else be with what else or with dualism....


                   

...state of mind..

there is a saying in the world of haves that say yeah we do have n we do with what we have,

and there is an unsaying in the world of have not that means yeah we too do have but we are naive,

all state of mind i believe.. i mean how much little or small in terms of financial prowess one may assume,

or how much bigger or big in terms of financial prowesses can be the maximum evident personal resume,

of some... and the difference remains here.. one that is of bliss in being rich n other as curse for being poor,

yet how some rich acquire the state of mind as having nothing or little n some poor as of consistent doer,

i do not know.. what i know is simple in terms of beliefs n faiths that always remain stable in any weather,

remaining mentally tense while having everything is a matter of rigid habits one acquired or some gather,

saying we have nothing or we have little.. and consistently urging the poor.. you pay or you bring,

for we have nothing to pay.. or have little.. the poor may so smilingly do all the things.. with no stings,

all state of minds.. i believe thus the pathetic indifference creep in some minds of some rich,

who refuse to pay in pretends of having nothing or little.. reason the mental tensions with stitch,

through these they keep sewed together n get carried away to their acquired worries till the last sigh,

simply forgetting.. your wealth thus enjoy but do pay the dues of others in time what in refusing n being high,

nothing i believe.. any way all states of mind.. the choice is unto them n have to choose what is better,

having then saying nothing or little or having then saying yeah paying n enjoying n doing what matters.....

                                  

expressive..

being expressive of my thoughts.. that sometimes are pensive.. sometimes derisive.. sometimes of desires,
sometimes deviating sometimes concentrating.. sometimes progressive.. sometimes wild but without fires,

or outbursts.. for the boils or scars that remain with in me may develop of being a rude volcano,
that shall burn each n every thing along the paths n ways.. destroying each living as wicked storm nano,

expressive at those times i become n put my thoughts into words n present these to the world i know,
and to those friends who i believe are real.. and leave n drop my gathered instincts for devils.. n i grow,

to be the human i believe i am.. with all the flaws n imperfections.. yet with the zeal with in.. atleast be loving,
hence i become expressive again to leave a trail of adores.. fondness.. n of some desires of some snugging,

by.. nevertheless.. not happening.. hence again the thoughts into words n present these to the world i know,
who i believe shall take the words in letter n spirits since i am being true to these all.. like or just throw,

in to dustbins lying some where.. i don't mind.. but being expressive of my thoughts simply put me off,
from many many bizarre things n acts.. i know what emotions n feelings run in me n to some i do snuff... 

                               instead of keep burning....  

..returns...

returns the one.. fine n nice.. articulate.. impressive.. gorgeous yet imperfect.. though with grace,
to the one.. she likes to be with all the times.. hence sitting in front with the eyes.. searching his face,

that to her.. seems a bit strange.. as if something is not proper and at place that she always likes to be,
beautiful n urbane as she is.. liberal to the point.. young n educated.. in the faded jeans.. thats what is she,

typical.. independent.. having her own bank balance.. but never ever thinking in terms.. of being mean,
that's my earning said she.. but ours n for us.. though i still have the right to pick your wallet n scream,

you big spender.. where did you spend your money n why on use less things.. just yesterday you had this much,
when shall you understand the power of saving.. you *** i mean it.. and when you did become such,

quite offended.. he responded.. become such.. i am fit.. n i mean it.. n just remember i told you i had a plan,
about the investment i was about to make in to.. n i did.. now you are with this such such.. elan,

with the glee.. n with some naughty glimpse.. returns she to him.. oh.. who cares.. about the wealth that you have,
n who listens about your always earning plans.. i just want to know.. that do you still miss me or 
are you naive,

with the naughty glint in her eyes.. she challenges him to tell her again.. that he to her is still the most versatile,
and as always he accepts.. captures the moment.. puts on the glasses on the table.. pours to what.. but with style,

two young or what.. but two fully fit.. that i know.. coz what i know about certain bitter ironies in life,
that is in knowing that how wonderful n calm such life.. but not been able to live such.. reason strife strife,

but who are able to live such life with each other.. what better would be in their life than having all,
all insignificant as compared to such life.. living with such articulate gorgeous n educated.. simply enthralls....

                              the life.. on the rocks.. with the rocks...:)