Unavailable..

While being full of emotions I felt reciprocating emotions were unavailable,
My error was I continued with these thinking these were sailable,

Hence can be carried to their end in anticipation of these being endorsed,
but no no.. that wasn't the case.. they were all hips wires n engrossed,

in their own talks n ways to celebrate yet another night full of mugs,
of beers n wines.. the pegs of scotchs n whiskeys in their clubs,

well well well.. at times I tend to feel myself as one saviour,
who is out to solve problems in filmi ways.. Damn to my this behavior,

I learn my lesson perhaps this way.. n say to me.. apni hud mei rahoo,
where is the need to be this or that n have u been able to solve own woes,

nai na.. then Bhai focus on solving own loads of worries,
that flow in plenty these days n learn not to be in hurry,

of being self proclaimed saviour.. lessons lessons n lessons,
stay real n practical.. solve own worries.. live life with own passion..

Unto you..

Unto you in being the one.. indifferent.. insensitive & aloof,
Where literally a lot many may done a lot for you with proof,

Unto you in not realising total efforts or partially realising of  just a few,
An iota from huge huge insensitivity.. that you carry within in true,

Well I am not here to change these percepts of you,
Biased & partial.. you carry these from deep within thru n thru,

Unto you to keep glowing your unshaken faiths in behaves partials,
No I even don't ask for that day for you to get to realise the martials,

Of lyings... That you kept n keep telling n all for own personal gains,
When did you exactly cared for others ..can you please explain,

Infact no need since all know you & what's u r up to,
Loving.. hating... Indifferent.. all as per your own the real you,

Hence unto you.. since a few in real dont like to show their pains,
Of them.. they bear it silently n with smiles.. & do they gain,

Anything.. well nothing except inbuilt strength to simply carry on,
And these are not millioniers or billionaires.. be known

These are simple or awkwardly simple to own causes,
These think more of you than of own hurdles n painful causes.

            Hopefully.. someone may..
                    Thanks 😊