Took these..

Everyone took these in contest that were in fact of no substance,
All took upon them.. Me.. How me alone all said with instance,

Well I said nothing.. I did nothing wrong.. All I did was to watch,
A marvel hilarious.. Just to lift up my mood..  That went scorch,

In the burns.. Fumes.. Heats n jealousies of a few.. Who I don't know,
Why and for what.. But I got cooked within with moments on go,

On go or on paranoid hold.. I guess on hold.. Since none let these go,
And enjoy n have an open hearted laugh.. My fault I guess in being slow,

To act.. But what could I.. All I got were cold blares n shivers,
No warmth.. No zinda dilli.. No open attitude.. No believers,

So finally as always I had to dig me out in open and with beliefs,
Positive ofcourse.. But Dear friends..  I am not equal to you..  So Be on relief,

Any way.. Let me be for a while.. Let me rinse me in my life,
With my worries as usual.. Happiness if there is no strife,

But there is..

Whoofs.. All I did was to watch Jaane Bhi Do... But I shall watch this again,
Why shouldn't I.. And I am not harming any.. Neither am I inflicting pain,

On any.. Any way.. I here again sit by me.. With Me and for me.. All alone,
I nurse my pains on own.. I within me gather courage to rip upon,

My own traumas.. And then my instincts to survive n then to put a smile,
On face.. As if.. Since I believe in.. Jaane de yaar.. Yet I hold me here for a while...

. . . Just to put and paste a ☺. . . . . .