Out there..

Out there I felt was some one who wanted to vent up,
His profound anger.. So he did unleased all that was with hiccups,

Actually with no hiccups.. And the listener out there was some deaf,
Or pretended to.. Else who can survive suffocating.. Whe(i) ff,

That some had accumulated with in over the ages n years,
Compounding these further as interest of him without any fears,

I really wanted to ask.. In what way have I done to you any wrong,
No answers.. But all egos of one intolerant.. Who even hates songs,

Ah!!! I somehow could understand such unhealed diabetic trait,
Of him.. I said let such dud IT be of you.. Be angered without a bait,

For forever.. God has given you so much n shall give you more,
I was wronged I know.. But still I said let go.. My destiny in galore,

And of me n me alone... I never shall let these profound anger,
Be an integral part of me.. No no.. I can't live with such danger,

Of not able to live with open n acceptable heart,
As if nothing had happened.. Just a tears n hug.. That's all n no dirt,

As believer of life as really good song.. Sung unsung.. But a song,
Playing it on.. Being with it.. Where is the time for me to do wrong...

. . . . . . . . . ☺😊😊☺. . . . . . . . .

सम्पन्न

कौन कहां कैसे काहे क्यों पूछा उसने और मैने पूछा पर कब,
क्या कुछ देखा क्या कुछ पाया तुमने मुझमे. . बैगरत सा अब,

गर देखा गर पाया तो क्यों यू यहाँ ठहर सिमटी हो तुम,
तुम हसीं तुम जवां एक लाजवाब क्यों रहोगी यहां यूं गुमसुम,

बस इतना ही कहना था मेरा और शायद इतना ही उसका सुनना,
ओए चुप ओ जोर से कहा उसने और लो अब कहां था रुकना, 

तू समझता क्या है खुदको और सुन मैं कोई वो नहीं मैं हूँ what I am,
I know.. I said.. Your her highness.. I just wanted to bring glam,

On your face again.. I know you are not dumb n fool,
I may not be in your list as your special but I am your friend.. Hence cool,

N bring back the nice ark on your face again.. ☺ if you can,
अच्छा कौन था वो। कब किया कैसे कहां क्यो किसका था ये Standard plan,

☺ था किसी का और तुझे क्यों हो रही है अब जलन।
Why shud I be getting jealous.. Your life your लग्न,

ओ नहीं-नहीं योर लगन any way jokes apart I believe you excel in your field,
I believe I do.. Doing good.. You know I just earn n get elegant yield,

I know.. A friend in you I always see.. I see in you there is a grace,
Of being human.. Elegance.. Beauty n boldness with calm trace..

. . . . . . . . .  ☺. . . . . .

Lets be..

Let's be.. What we are n what we believe in.. Hmmn.. In real,
I tried saying this.. But I didn't.. Reason I know.. But I remain jovial,

In telling or rather pleading.. Let me be what I in real I am,
Unwilling to jump in ecstacy over worries n creating log jams,

I didn't.. I haven't.. And I won't.. Hang me if u wish.. For being so,
I know I will be remembered as one.. But you as.. Perhaps as jalaad pro,

Who tied the knots n did put on neck.. For refusing to be destructive,
Suffocatingly I finally did thought of pleading with these instructive,

I didn't.. All I did was to get up n shake me up from my dark dreams,
Coz such black holes can only be in those worlds.. Lacking steams,

Of all possible vistas of glowing arenas of calm n grace,
Be I be remembered as reformer.. No.. N why shud I be such race,

These are big words n worlds for big big people but I am simply a small,
Human with choti hasiyat.. Though as one such I like to live n enthrall..

. . . Mujhay rehnay do mere haal.. 😀. .
. . . . . . . . . Thanks. . . . . . . .

Erupting silence

Far far farther from here.. Of n away from me,
Silence erupts.. Spreads.. With its most happening glee,

Invisible to all yet I always as ever feel the warmth of smile,
I intently respond with.. Smile.. Looking towards those miles,

All for no reasons.. I know.. None in world waits for me,
Being in romance with life is just fine for me to be,

In silence I cherish n nourish the romance.. I let it erupt,
My emotions.. My feelings..Till the dawn/end of my life arrives to interrupt..

Yeah I had been talking about death..

. . . . . . . . . . 😀😊😀. . . .

Dinner..

Dinner prepared that I said.. And I prepared with delight,
Any one willing.. Then may I serve you the dinner.. Your right,

Of course.. To ask me to serve you at your piquant places,
Don't worry I won't come in.. To rob you of ur comforts n graces,

Shall stand at your door steps.. Shall n won't even give a peep,
To your surroundings n what else.. In me emotions run deep,

To heart n mind n perhaps in body n soul.. That say trouble none,
Interfere none.. Respect their freedom n comforts.. And be some,

That took n takes stance in life.. Much like those taking right sides with nation,
These too live in comforts their blood pumps in ecstasy n elation,

Whenever these all as their natural habit see some thing great being happen,
These enjoy n so do I.. Difference may be in comforts.. So what I reckon...

now a days..

now a days what's been happening.. in the manner to disrupt smooth process,
i believe for some stronger to address n take note.. that halter goes to permanent recess,

stronger with in.. of sound mind.. ability.. of pleasant demeanor.. of pristine yet crispy talent,
with sound bits.. the one who does not bet upon anything.. in attitude that of warrior or gala gallant,

who is afraid of stupidities.. of small talks.. of all those who just put spanner in the wheels,
of glowing n growing process.. else in attitudes the one is entrepreneur.. solid with passionate feels,

yeah these exist.. live.. n live with some equally brilliant.. the idea of enjoying in them ought tobe simple,
how.. hopefully these know.. perhaps.. find flirt.. done... forever...or always.. can see.. can blink n twinkle,

well the heat is on.. n sometimes the tempers run high on matters that are silly n futile,
what for.. i dont know.. but better to be in control at that time.. times change.. wait for the while,

that's what i do.. coz for how long can one live with the depressive mind.. with some negative attitude,
depression.. aisi kee taisi teri.. i repeat yet again.. never forgetting ever ever.. life is full of gratitudes...


                                 i express these.. and say thanks...

beauty..

so many thoughts ran in my mind.. and in mind came the words that were simply rude n crude,

yet i kept the beauty in mind.. or beauty of the mind in mind.. thought better be real than to get delude,

in things that do not have any relevance in life.. e.g... trying to convey emotions to non existing beauty,

since if this were real.. then definitely would be upfront in spaces.. pages.. instas.. etc.. as matter of duty,

to her ofcourse.. just to tell each n every.. in substance in letter and in spirits.. yeah that's me in real,

with my own face.. physique.. voice n other assests.. n i exist somewhere with someone.. own..vitriol,

no no.. bitter have no role to play in my life.. but in actual no such senses of charms been on display,

by the beauty.. her choice.. let her be.. who i am to influence her or remind her.. hope such is not gay,

or is he.. i dont know.. only you can tell n of course in your own voice.. lurking may be in some fear,

kee voh pitai kar dega.. then again the choice of that beauty.. but know beauty remain intact n clear,

as glowing n fresh as pristine n as fragile as elegant crystal.. handle with care n be with utmost emotions,

of love.. feelings.. memories.. sexual pleasures.. hot embraces.. getting cozy in arms.. with do do notions,

staying self esteemed.. feeling proud.. being contemporary citizen.. being playful.. n being strong,

the beauty personified n defined.. that's how i know such.. may be in my thoughts.. i know i am not in wrong......