..once..

once upon the time.. as always for years.. one young couple used to go on long drives in night,
in a car.. briskly lit.. equipped with romantic dolby music.. some thing to drink.. kept in right,

the young couple had the jest or rather awesome preference for the glowing n fit body n the shape,
to enjoy the rides in the sides.. in the stilled car.. while the erotic music kept playing.. both did ape,

each other.. any way.. that again was the night and on the sky the full moon spread ed the white glow,
it was midnight.. suddenly he zoomed up the paddle.. speeding up the car.. music blasted out in full flow,

surprised was she.. toned down the volume.. enquired.. what happened.. have you seen some kutil chuddail,
how can i see any other.. when you are here.. blinked eye.. stopped the car.. its our night.. lets sail,

yeah honey.. said she to he.. its our night as always but whats new in this night.. hey.. why beneath awsome height,
for you sweet heart to explore n reveal.. nothing particular.. i as always am dazzled by your expletive sight,

i have sex in mind n have the intents to get let loose on the back seat.. stripping you down to last thread,
said she.. i have even more vigorous intents.. on your front.. on the front.. from the front.. making me spread,

all over you.. shutting your mouth with my lips.. pushing you down to go nuts.. n then making you crazy,
to speed up the process.. can you match.. for the night i am your valentine.. lets sail.. n explore.. make me lazy.....

many a times..

many a times when it seems there is an abrupt end and there seems to be the complete halt,
some thing occurs with in.. pumps up.. and over hauls the depression.. caused from rubbing salt,

upon the self esteemed that seemed tobe bruised by the deadly words or the intended motives of few,
but for how long.. can never be.. can never allow.. said these.. the depression to sneak in.. nothing new,

aging process is natural.. being able to acknowledge the fact is graceful.. yet many a times scars do happen,
i always say let go.. and then sheds off the intended remarks.. natural process gonna happen.. thus reckon,

with the aging process n keeping grey shining n enjoying n letting know yeah yaar am getting old,
so what.. cant bring the 60's or 70's back.. but can persist with those times listening to some voices of gold,

that remain forever n letting allow the abject sadness of a while to wipe out.. bringing in the calm,
i know i m not gonna live forever.. has to die one day.. till then enjoying n rubbing salt off with my palm...

                       many a times.. things happen.. :)

void..

sometimes some stories are real based upon own gone agonies,

like to tell each.. do not go through these please.. be pleasant be crony,

close to someone attuned to heart.. who wishfully understands you,

the way you are.. the individual you choose tobe.. human she knows n knew,

but the void happened.. no voice traversed in that void.. emptied,

in all ways.. wealth health n status.. nothing except the void.. descenteed,

shunt the habits that suffocates.. said she.. enjoy pleasure.. n enjoy,

the healthy habits.. but nothing fell on ears.. the outcome.. loss of ultimate joy,

biological reasons.. some habits do take the counts.. but some never listened,

void void void happened.. young n toughened heights gone gone.. from his systems...

                                 void.........

Humans..

i m one among the genre.. the world knows.. the humans.. that is enough i m human n a man,
with the body of male.. no heightened chest or breast and no hole between the legs n that can,

ofcourse no hole from the front.. and it can.. no big words.. nothing biased but all what i am,
financial wizzard.. no.. owner of literally hundreds of assets.. no.. still nothing much ado about some ram,

one human.. may be good enough.. literally good to the origin n the core... in styles n galores,
that flow like the humans.. with all the moods.. can say aaj mood hai to relax n enjoy with the sure,

who can do.. can do.. lest there is denial to the invitation.. of one by someone in pretext of what,
some one knows.. i do not.. yet the outbursts for whom n why.. when nothing in direct is known to one first,

the closer.. knowing the first sight in love is for ever.. none forgets the first kiss.. the first finest moment,
of being in love ofcourse as human.. knowing the emotions reign supreme in these n nothing torment,

that is all the times complaining.. all the times.. typically sordid.. all the times.. weak weird n meek,
the world of humans.. but own names n faces.. assuming a good n healthy world.. not of sick n freaks.... 

i choose..

i choose to live life of choice.. good or bad.. what else.. but life certainly is not the chance,
i choose to stay motivated.. good all the times.. knowing being such shall always enhance,

                                   an opportunity..

i choose to be useful for any with whom i get associated.. both in personal n professional relations,
i choose to remain reasonably pleased n put curved 10 by 10 smile.. celebrate their elation's,

                                   of success n good fortune...


i choose to be medium of change.. n perhaps in these i get monitised as the medium of exchange,
i choose to have enough of motivation in me.. so that i stay with in my unit.. as unit not beyond range,

                                   of being asset not the liability...


i choose self esteem.. since i know it is the belief that keep me sustained in hours of intense needs,
i choose hard work.. again getting inspired from the success stories of those a few.. who did the deeds,

                        of being the successful entrepreneurs...



i choose to always listen to my inner voice.. be fair n be nostalgic,

about many loving people who in their owns ways remain charismatic,

     

         well almost always..

and finally.. I choose to admire those who transcends an aura of them,

wherever they live.. wherever they go... these sparkle 😍 like the Gem..

              as individuals with beauty & brain..

            

                                      

i let these..

some times some situations become uneasy and uncomfortable courtesy some rigid attitudes,
of some or of many.. while some have opinions of their own that i call their way to express gratitude,

or say thanks n here i say typically glamours women who have both with them.. beauty n the brain,
do like to say things in simple words.. having likes for own IT.. i let these.. do not put them in uneasy pain,

i let these to bloom like the women they are.. and who am i to put the blocks in their enjoying grace,
that these show off being cozy n closer n hopefully in arms and the face being hidden with kissing face,

these views are of my own.. not radical at all.. these views are just normal since i know the simple way,
that how two loving live with each other n make love to each other.. i believe these find space to sway,

i sincerely let these.. you know in wintery night is their any better way to live indulge sleep n relax,
and after doing good things.. under the wraps.. being n getting in mood again to do more in reflex,

by repeating some good things or being in motion again.. and slowly settling the point accross,
that you did not do this.. and i am doing and in how better way.. i let these without putting cross..

to indulge in sex is the way of life.. to enjoy the pleasure is surely the bliss,
i never stop any.. i let these.. i often wish them good luck.. have the charming in arms.. put up generous kiss....

                                good .uck.. :)

..the mood maker..

quite often i feel strange when i try recalling the last time when i tried killing the mood to have sex,
not even one occasion could i find in last 3 decades.. means i am the one who pushes one in to get wax,

and melt in the arms of the one.. you love n like to get indulged with.. hence typically i am maker of mood,
you feel happy from within.. get rid of  or be relieved of all unnecessary mental tensions.. just don't be prude,

or feel shocked or get annoyed when as in first night you are pushed in repeatedly to be the better of,
who you know.. n how.. do i need to tell this.. no no.. the heights of excitements you know.. do it without khauf,

yeah the early mornings are quite and enticing n quite rich too.. to make each other sweat n be warmed,
relax.. after doing.. feel the glow n charm on the face.. the mood appetizer.. sexing n mating never harms...

                             do it.... :)