..weird..

weird is what these days..

when we as the indians think of us

 in the most certain way,

we speak of our capability 

caliber performances

and ah.. tolerance etc etc

.. but towards which way,

i.e in global scenarios countries do trade

with one another

to form the business ties,

but would a nation trade with that 

in big big big way 

who supports nation's biggest enemy 

and do not get ashamed and feel shy,

in creating furors again again

and yet again 

in all horizontal and vertical summations,

is not this weird 

that we still keep trading with 

china without any remorse.. 

filling their wallets and upon own ppl hurling accusations,

weird is not it? 

and when shall this tendency of being better

on their scale end 

even when it costs at the aspirations of people own,

weird.. Weird.

how can any feel better?????..

when these rub salts upon own peoples wounds..

and do utter nothing  

remain silent prone.....

.....in life....

in life actually in real life.. how wonderful are those people.. who own subtle n posses own demeanour,

that is neither mudding.. or mumbling...nor muggy or regressively misdemeanoured,

misapprehensions in life are the worst beliefs for those who despite being own.. come under the misconceived missives,

despite urging again and again and yet again.. show me the one person in life who had not committed any error with any derisive,

committing crime is different thing altogether.. hence in life.. in err there is a monologue,

when a person sits...talks..quietly analyse..retrospect.. and if finds an err in own behaviour.. connects.. alright precious and very own.. lets resume the dialouge,

i believe at this point.. the kind of egoism and the kind of status that one has.. become the poser.. very very difficult to change,

that's what i feel and what i felt in life.. anyway whats the point in discussing this with any such.. at the most can say... strange.....