Pain..🙏

Pain.. pain.. yeah emotional n physical n I persisted with u yet again,
and for no gain..yeah you know this that I haven't got any gain,

From you or at expanse of you n I always treat u as my friend,
who for unknown reasons remains bitter to me as trend,

Let it be n let you be like this.. have no guts to fight with you,
reason you have no face.. all you have the whole penetration in true,

to inflict the you.. the pain unto all those who never betrayed,
rather remained faithfully sincere n never went astrayed,

Pain.. for the first time from me emerged with pleasant smile,
said.. yeah I know.. but I find you so close to me in my hearty profile,

I just like to be with you.. I know in recent as your enduring pain,
but as final analysis shall like to be remembered as Gain,

That happened to you inadvertently with out your knowledge,
to make you strong yet humble.. and human.. if yes do acknowledge..

.......... Yes I do......Thanks...🙏

Unavailable..

While being full of emotions I felt reciprocating emotions were unavailable,
My error was I continued with these thinking these were sailable,

Hence can be carried to their end in anticipation of these being endorsed,
but no no.. that wasn't the case.. they were all hips wires n engrossed,

in their own talks n ways to celebrate yet another night full of mugs,
of beers n wines.. the pegs of scotchs n whiskeys in their clubs,

well well well.. at times I tend to feel myself as one saviour,
who is out to solve problems in filmi ways.. Damn to my this behavior,

I learn my lesson perhaps this way.. n say to me.. apni hud mei rahoo,
where is the need to be this or that n have u been able to solve own woes,

nai na.. then Bhai focus on solving own loads of worries,
that flow in plenty these days n learn not to be in hurry,

of being self proclaimed saviour.. lessons lessons n lessons,
stay real n practical.. solve own worries.. live life with own passion..

Unto you..

Unto you in being the one.. indifferent.. insensitive & aloof,
Where literally a lot many may done a lot for you with proof,

Unto you in not realising total efforts or partially realising of  just a few,
An iota from huge huge insensitivity.. that you carry within in true,

Well I am not here to change these percepts of you,
Biased & partial.. you carry these from deep within thru n thru,

Unto you to keep glowing your unshaken faiths in behaves partials,
No I even don't ask for that day for you to get to realise the martials,

Of lyings... That you kept n keep telling n all for own personal gains,
When did you exactly cared for others ..can you please explain,

Infact no need since all know you & what's u r up to,
Loving.. hating... Indifferent.. all as per your own the real you,

Hence unto you.. since a few in real dont like to show their pains,
Of them.. they bear it silently n with smiles.. & do they gain,

Anything.. well nothing except inbuilt strength to simply carry on,
And these are not millioniers or billionaires.. be known

These are simple or awkwardly simple to own causes,
These think more of you than of own hurdles n painful causes.

            Hopefully.. someone may..
                    Thanks 😊

कुझ ते

कुझ ते उस शहर दे लोग वी जालम सन,
कुझ सा नू उथे जा मरण  दा शौंक सी,

कुझ तपदे सूरज दी तपशां वी झुलसांदिया सन,
कुझ लोगां दे मिजाज वी रेंदे  हर वेले नाराज़ सी...

पर फिर वी  कुझ ठंडी हवावां वी बन्दिया सन,
कुझ सानू वी घुमन दा शौंक सी,

ऐथै तपदे सूरजां दी तपशां वी घट सन,
कुझ एस शहर दे लोग वी करीब सी,

कुझ ते चेहरां ते मुस्कानां वसदियां सन,
कुझ तरीके जिक्र वी अजीज सी,

कुझ कहानियाँ सुनान दे अदांज वी दिलचस्प सन,
कुझ सानु वी सुनन दा शौकं सी,

कुझ ते मौसम वी खिलदे अते खुशगवार सन,
कुझ सानु वी फुल उगान दा शौकं सी,

कुझ बेखौफ फिजांवा वी टुरदियां सन,
कुझ वसदे मीं विच भिजन दा शौकं सी,

कुझ दरियावां दे पानी वी मिठे सन,
कुझ किनारे बैठ सोच विचार करन दा दौर सी..

Back to future.. Oh really??

Like.. On one fine day I came across some thing regal & new,
That was fascinating & exciting.. It was a chance to cross a dew,

Well actually it wasn't.. It was a blinder to cross into times,
Of Kings.. Queens.. Princes n princess & who lived majestically prime,

In their royal plush palaces.. Amidst army of their servants
With their swollen prudent prides.. That really had no contents

Churning out verdicts in favour or against without any proof,
Means everything was based upon heresays or feeded goof,

That conspirators used to feed them lavishly with golden spoons,
Hence the culprits got acquitted & innocents got convicted as goons,

And here I was amidst these as invisible witness who knew the facts,
But could do nothing to protect innocents hence decided to retract,

To future ofcourse.. To import the kinds of  recording devices,
Audio.. Video.. Still.. Cctv.. Means of all kinds to fight vices,

But then how will these run & operate in that no electricity age,
How.. Howwww.. Then an idea sneaked in.. That use Sun's rage,

Thus bring in solar devices that could operate all these,
Means opening a mega शोरूम  in past & travelling future with ease,

To import all these into भूतकॉल.. In showroom run by me of present,
Then to travel back to future from my भूतकॉल of time recent,

Confused I got or getting or shall get.. Couldn't know where i am,
In past.. Present or future.. Until I got a jolt.. To get off from this scam,

That was like a sudden awakening from my wintery night dream,
Where I dreamt off being a saviour or योद्धा.. With roaring scream..

              ... Oh really..

Trials..

Life as usual & again had put me on trial of pains,
Alright I said.. I accept your gift without any disdain,

Since months I've been going through the extruating pain,
But I haven't complained.. Neither did I put it as destined gain,

Well persisting with it.. I keep working to my best strength,
And I keep hoping for good days n sound sleep at length,

I know these shall come sooner than later as God's generosity,
Treating trials as God's wish n will.. No remorse.. No animosity,

And even if i have then what use shall it have in throwing curses,
Upon each good enough.. Except.. It will dirt n drain my soul purses,

That i always like to keep full with love laughter n hope,
With bits of humour.. Good wishes n longing for 🎶 rope,

That is infinite.. Hence I keep listening to put trial at ease,
Pain I agree soothes in it.. Keeping faith intact.. Along with 🎶 peace...

Let's do it again

Let's do it again.. Let's scribble a few lines & as usual unto me,
Means narrating my own trials in life without being the,

Biased & blind partial.. And without being bitter & divert,
🆗.. Alright.. Putting up a ☺  & feeling 😔 but for what

I don't know.. Hence I call this as my mood of being in here,
With many questions but none to be asked.. To be fair,

Staying calm yet observing every bitterness of them,
Experiencing partiality that is so complete with stem,

That can't be uprooted since it's all there with in down in seeds,
And neither should I expect any miracle to happen to this creed,

Hence let's compromise upon this status quo.. Of partial latitude ,
These shall remain as such & I too am of no reformist attitude,

I am sure of my capabilities & I judge me basing upon these,
While all other.. And it's natural.. By what I did in my duties,

इतना थोड़ा सा तो express कर दो यार.. Though I don't beg of you,
But I guess that at least you are this much of human in true,

Leaving all unto you.. And letting you know.. I stand no bitter,
It's 🆗 & perfectly fine.. And as long I exist & stay fitter,

I shall keep on working till my last breath with a ☺ on face,
Enjoying all biased ness that life gives to me.. Just in case..

         ... Feeling 😔..
          ... But then who cares..
          .... Hence ☺..